June 3, 2024

Your Limitation Of Fighting Trust

we are covered with our parents personalities,

their loves, their hates in the external world,

our outside exterior trying to blend in with

friends as our procession of lives moving

toward an external death as we get older our 

lives speed up and before we are polluted with

lies, with doubts we see a means of escaping

our already determined destination, we get

back what we gave to others in the turmoil of

poverty both mental and physical, a simple

gift without fanfare brings forth your truth of

purpose and expression of ones inner being

finally seeking your unique perspective, your

inner voice free to accept the monstrosity of

wealth that leads no where but death, close

your eyes see and feel the darkness that is,

that surrounds you without cheers, just there 

like our flesh is still there and us all age and

deuteriation we find ourselves able to express

the corruption of ourselves as we look for loop

holes, easy marks, bought ideas, off shore 

accounts to hide our stolen wealth by paying

a portion of our loot to the bankers that are

above the law, we seek the principle of good

deeds as we grow older, good deeds, just 

become actions without satisfaction for as 

you spend your time reaching out to help and

change another's life you fall into the human

charade that is present for the taking and

with no fluff but purposeful, will you rob and

take from others what is rightfully theirs

but no longer, your will is strong to reap the 

benefits of your newly begotten criminal mind,

can I get a long and glorious hallelujah

May 25, 2024

Believing In False Truth

the callus bruises and your cut hand, 

a means of freedom, a demanding

personality to be yourself and acknowledge

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your place in infinite time and infinite space

a return to the foundation of truth, a visual

sense, a word that changes your friendship

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your perception once shallow looking for the

quick pleasure now deeply seeded in the 

awareness of our individuality as you begin

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your journey away from the grabbing jealousy

of false truths as we seek our place transformed

into an individualist with purpose and hope

May 25, 2024

Live Beyond The Trapping Of Our Soul

the letting go of words played,

redundant perceptions delinquent

introverts, an understanding that 

one lives alone with family buzzing

around interrupting ones solid remorse,

never to back down, each moment

a life time if one opens their eyes not

in an external repetitive circle of 

voices, products, scams continuously

demanding a response of praise

for we are only sure when standing up

to something more than cliches, words

that have no depth, one sees the ending

and moves, demanding an invisible god

to accept oneself into paradise contained

not by ghostly bodies but a vision, what one feels

and sees by closing ones eyes to the circus 

of criminal plundering of our own planet

just so a few can promise and show their 

egos as hollow as a dying tree, expecting

all to bow to their power of money, their

ownership of people, fears, desire and 

income for all is right this time around, we 

are all stagnant shells walking and taking

words from our indoctrination, our school

a conditioning of ones intellect that is done,

the freedom of thoughts are all within, using 

your intuitive mind seeking truth not lies

 May 23, 2024

No Morals

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dull motive belief, a stepping backward,

guilt released with brutal fists each of us

seek a deceptive purpose, being known

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for your work repeated endlessly, why does

one lower himself to be ridiculed by a lazy

purpose, a mouth easily sworn at before

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fists reek havoc on one innocent of turning

outward demanding a reason for ones short

temper waiting for the moon setting, a crescent

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shape with the moon present by the sun rays,

only catch a bright curve as the moon ends

his human ritual allowing all to see his means

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of escape, for the earth is dying and the dead

will not rise and those hanging onto material

things demand a bigger piece of the criminal

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lies, the actors that seek to destroy the ones

ability to sleep, replaying the screams and

the laughter, the yells of defeat and the hiding

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for that moment when you can run and give the

ordinary a look at those above the law for they

are the new gods of greed with no morals

May 22, 2024

words dominate lies ideas buffered by 

concrete, each speaks their own language

doubts the expanse for fear, a turning

away from a god unknown, never seen

or heard profits fit their individual ideas

into segregation of ones will from the 

corrosive entanglement of many gods

previously adorned now, preaching 

abandoned with one standing, sacrifice

dying on a cross, for our blindness of an

aggressive preacher seeking eternity

of worship, each word spoken a substitute

of exposing ones guilt, a treacherous attack

on another looking for loop holes all 

through the bible that each lives alone 

and each dies alone, only mercy will help

 

May 18, 2024

visible arrangements praying to the

gods with our photos of jesus and his

apostles having joy sitting at the table

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with christ, for one who needs a sacrifice, 

a crucifixion for our god is undermining

the power of greed and wealth even an

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early arrangement for those that have their

own ways of deceit over the people as they

take and take and destroy all, anyone that

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brings in a new bible praising their god as

our god for we pray to the vast arena of

writing words that create for you a means

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of stagnant mouths, with eyes deeply hiding

behind the loss of truth for each have their

own means of acceptance of those with a

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powerful voice demanding god come down-

ward so all gods people have our understanding

that we all need a sense of power and we need

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to pray to our lord, jesus christ, bringing his

heart felt openness to all that believe in his

words and in his feeling of hopelessness

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for jesus son of god will soon be taken and

nailed to a cross and more books will be

written buy a god allowing his son to die for him 

May 17, 2024

What We Try To Seek

I regret the selfish desire to become less

than ones promise, each lie a sacred 

commitment to exploit the congregation

for monied interest, we think we have our

peace in god's paradise, a good paying

job, a wife that loves you and children

easing into becoming stars of their

respective schools, all is spoken, a loved

dissecting actions, expressions, words,

eye contact moving you forward to a 

higher goal, where one is seen and heard

in a positive light smiling waving to the

people who came to give you a farewell

send off not to a living paradise where 

our invisible god reigns supreme in a

small town buried where a small ground

of friends joined hands approving your

canned ashes and bowed their heads in

a flailing remembrance of your demoralized

will trying to create a better eden where god 

doesn't seek to put his children in their

place, showing them his power and his

ability to kill all with a smug voice and a 

wide smile for he is a devilish entity

without any morals just a need for power

March 15, 2024

what is death but a taking away

on ones only time here on a tiny

speck of dirt without a choice to

abandoned the true motivation of

self, a realization, a beginning

opening a wider vision of ones 

place reserved for your inner

speculation of the exterior reality

mixing up human nature as a 

pointed acceptance of ones

fruitful understanding, there we

are in the alone, this changing

reality, changing daily as one

seeks to escape, the large snake

intertwined around your body

squeezing your last breath into

silence as our god portrayed in

our history books settles in to 

vocalize his anger at satan our

eternal devil for killing another

independent mind as we attempt

to move forward as the evil 

summons it's minors to murder

and destroy human consciousness 

that leads them in herded awareness 

that what we are seeing is not real, 

a figment of your imagination as the

night drops like a lead anchor to

begin blending with evil, with god's 

power as we move forward without

a means of escaping this coming hell

May 15, 2024

Listen To The Beginnings Of Loss

the words dissolve without a pass,

one seems to enjoy the package of

ones inner position to expose those

that speak lies that bring others to

this expressing of ones inability to

succeed in righteous anger speaking

of false words of ones inner mind

using signs of ones lessened ability

to move past this agenda of selfish

illusions as one finds an ability to

create a vision of the beautiful blue

sky as you realize that right now

those that are crooks turning back

to infiltrate the words spewing out

of a big mouth as one tries to establish

a position of an extra ordinary courage

as one begins to understand that

no one leaves this existence of

being beaten to stand, becoming one

of those in a war returning without a 

means of escaping vicious pain and

one must live a life without fear, ones

hope for one burst by exploring the beauty  

of the landscape for those creating a 

victory without meanness only caring

for human beings that deserved help

fighting for the America that was faithful

to the boys that gave their life for us

May 14, 2024

The Crooks Reap Our Money

 

the politicians seek their stature with

money raised, the truth of their campaign

is to get the people thinking they will fight

for the little man and fix the income gap

by guaranteeing all a huge minimum wage,

they want their campaign to feel and look

open and honest, their propaganda is 

stated firm that the people are the ones

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that drive their campaign and it looks good

to say I have the people's support and I

will do my all by supporting the people in

my district if at all possible but I am sure

all my constituent's know to run a great

campaign you must promise the moon

and then look for a more earthy supporters, 

the ones that will buy my vote for anything,

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that gives them more power and wealth for

how else can I greet a person caring for a win,

an election without pockets filled with someone

else's cash and my happy facade turned toward

the populace with a shit eating grin for my

hypocrisy is nothing more than good politics

taking advantage of my district to believe

I have their best interests but really could

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give a damn what they hope for because I

will give them little victories but the war of

power and manipulation's has conquered our

idiotic two party system where the soap

opera starts after each election cycle and

us actors accuse the other side of cuddling

up to the corporations, banks and wall street

while the other party is confused by bribery

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and cows down to the lobbyists but the 

funny thing is there is just one party that is

not for the dulled minds with expectations

of what their responsibility must accomplish

for nothing, the inner cities, the roads, our

taxes, our social security, medicare all these

things will eventually be left to rot on the floor

of the congress and the only bills to be voted 

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on with thumbs up or a middle finger standing

up for the only actions taken are ordered by

the puppet masters pulling the strings of the

brown noses trying to get invited to the riches

parties so they can feel important even though

they too are blinded by greed and the shallow

belief that they are also powerful until orders

are given, tax dollars counted and pavlova's

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dogs sitting up for their treats and doing tricks for 

the powerful criminals to entertain their ring masters

May 13, 2024

All Along The Watch Tower

the rampaging deceit, broken words

meaningless ideas, thoughts now

dissolve where the young now loose 

in the mase of excrement and as one

begins to see the broken foundation

of words used to undermine, those

in dyer straits, what lasts is your inner

revelation that holds ones outer ideas,

your focused on others that force their

lies as truth and begin demanding minds

seeking to dispel those that are inner 

twined with criminal ideas that bring

forth ones realization that your reality

is broken for you have spoken in selfish

anger waiting for your turn to collapse

the motivation to put one in the back

track demanding that life must begin 

again, not selfish, greedy lies but an

openness of truth that instils in the

people a foundation of hope to live a 

life that all can be part of, with love

 

May 12, 2024

Your Inner Life

what words do is behave irrational,

deceive the listener to believe a lie

as truth

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don't speak, use grunts please point

with your middle finger if that helps

your solution

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your inner life is necessary for here you

speak your own language, appalling 

means to accept your regrets for you

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are the means to your end, believe me 

the ending is never pretty, don't advocate

for the dreams now evaporating

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hidden in the creases of age our words

that cut deep into ordinary days we 

sleep right through,

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what is taken is lost, don't mourn the 

destruction of common sense, be a 

predator for your truth no matter

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how small you become, hold no view on

your own demand, the constant changes

in your timeless ego we will call you

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mr. avarice, be present but not standing

for more than you are worth, this gets a

call from ladies asking for their money back

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innocence is not a surrender it is your

awareness that everything is changing

back to a deepening regret for you lifetime

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everything returns to their simple word

freedom from the mindful intellect

close the door in its face

May 10, 2024

I listen to the sounds of ones instant

gratification, for each moment a jewel 

to take in and enjoy letting it pass

without defeat for ones beginnings, is

one ends, each movement you make

creates a new sense of space, what

we are is never spoken, we have studies

of our physical nature defining our

presence as another human being

unaware of your place amongst the

criminal junction as we applaud the

diversity of ones loss as each creature

builds a fortress with others hard 

earned money, what we demand is

respect of ones position as we posture

with a dynamic grin for nothing remains,

no matter how hard one demands

stagnation of accumulation for no-one

can begin to project our present

dilemma for how does one see and feel

this reality constantly in flux as if

waiting for one to make a unique

representation of a boy demanding

tricks as the clowns rejoice in their

made-up costumes each knowing

that what is real is a projection of

our inner reality finally turning outward

with a means of shifting our future to

blossom as you become one of insights

and one of hope all will be pardoned

 

May 4, 2024 

we demand a paradise, show its

gifted necessity, our prayers

are proof we believe in a god

and his only son and the holy

ghost and because of our faith

we demand an eternity with

our lord, for we are the chosen 

few in these times of heathens

and manipulation of our lord

jesus christ, see me in church, 

oh god I know you see me faithful

to you and no one else, when I see

heathens of another religion I 

pray for the eternal after life in 

a hell like it is in this god forsaken

planet where wars and poverty

and earths atmosphere dissolves

in a pandora of chemicals that

will heat the atmosphere so the

clans will rise and your glorious

decent will be upon us and only

the cream of the faithful crop will

be picked to be by your side for 

we loved you since our sinful birth

knowing our physical presence was

a sin and we prayed to you every

day and even though no word was

given to us even though we were

a little upset, just a minor disagree-

ment of why you couldn't give us

a little crown on our heads as your

faithful servants but as we age we

know sooner we will be buried and

rise hopefully you won't take as

long as you did after your son was

sacrificed in your place and our

rotation, bodies will rise and become

once again our angry selves praying

that all other religion will perish 

in the hell of this mother dirty earth

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so god reveal yourself to us, your

perfect sheep as we hear your call

to church, reveal yourself to us in

immaculate light, let us feel your

presence in physical form, so before

we rise into an ethereal spirit world

we can claim, yes you were real and

yes we saw your loving presence as

you lifted your hands in prayer and

we became souls moving in the

direction of our lord's paradise with

billions of confessions as the dead 

move forward overwhelming this 

paradise of sinners and just maybe

I could make a proposition against

these dirty minds, maybe oh lord

we can build a wall oh god to keep

the hoards of sinners coming to you

for forgiveness away from the ones

that loved you the most and deserve 

more love from a god invisible to us

 May 1, 2024

Vagueness of a sinful nature, possibilities

unite, the awareness of doubt separating

ones self from the hoards of angry thoughts

demanding justice for themselves as they

limp toward their savior the unemployment

line, unification of repetitive thoughts

seesawing the continuum of a once open 

dream now broken, that would have changed

your life, friends turn away moving into a 

past that has been abandoned as one moves

into the now assuming this is where one

finds his dreams realized, the present is

your depth of nature cycling your intuitive

visions toward a future without a structure

role, we all pray now for us to survive this 

formula of rotting ideas escaping into the

necessary prefix, a warning that what is 

now is your external nature learning bits

and pieces of a philosophical dilemma why

are we afraid of an openness of truth and

not it's variant that undermines the intellect

into conditioning us to respond in a certain

way without an instinctive drive to find how

far have we the people been taken advantage

of, abused, devoured by the hungry nobodies

trying to move up the ladder of murderous

intent for each of us have similar openness's

to assume we are not vital to the enclosure

of a vision vital to the enclosure of words

that are true, now hidden where, all is sealed

in a brown paper bag thrown on a porch fully

inflames, the point being that now life has

been revealed as a broken record repeating

itself with words fluffy sins as time continues

on leaving us to write our thoughts separate 

from each other hoping that our releasing

the demanding actions of wealth will soon

be stalled as mother earth sends a brutal

message to the elites and the citizens of

this world that time has always been an 

illusion, your now a spot light on your stage

performance trying to be other than who you

are, while your future has already been

 

plodded and your omnipresence savior is not

a god but yourself being wide open to the

kaleidoscope of our physical reality easily

demanded for our truth is in our lies, our

government for the people an illusion and

our life span inconsistent as one devours

a once silent fear now loud voices yelling help