October 31, 2023

regret words used in despair

for once one values a caring

heart as life begins its loss of

repetitive voices trying to bring

you out of the manipulations of

others making them believe they

have a choice of hard labor or

a demanding voice opening the

infinite possibilities still present

in your youth growing up fast

listening to voices dissecting

possibilities of money taken as

families lose status and retreat

in anger, madness and a new 

hate toward anyone trying to 

steal their con or telling lies 

that open the door of beliefs

that what this world demands 

is the elites of mega wealth and 

vicious murdering of those that 

know their lies and are exposed 

for their main gift to the flooded 

desires set up by a fast paste 

motion that allows one to be

scene, heard in anger for in order

to make yourself a fortune you

must seek your unknown future

as one begins his journey to greed

October 30, 2023

the leadership of a nation seeking

more power over the populace, 

demanding that anyone mouthing off,

criticizing the righteous murderers of

innocent children will be arrested

and jailed never knowing when or

if you will be freed, what we have

here right now is evil minds willing

to kill anyone in the name of their

brutally made god, forever silent

for this god has had enough of these

human mentalities that demand

for themselves this vicious senseless

bombing, leveling cities, bombing 

homes, a bombardment of profits

to come, killing a population over

two million human beings that are

being systematically murdered as

american profiters relish their selling

of billions of dollars of weapons to 

destroy life (god's children), human

beings with a clear reason, a racism

that destroys any words that claim

they are killing children, women, and

men in order to survive for their 

determination to destroy lives of

human beings, to hide behind a powerful

and destructive reality they created

to justify lives lost in order to take

land once again from people trying

to just live a life of freedom, not

destruction, as the bombs keep coming

down and innocent families dead and 

life is nothing for the aggressor is

creating more and more anger and 

hate and their survival will move forward

and take back their homes and lives

for their faith is real not an illusion

October 29, 2023

the daily retreat, hidden moments

without hope, each night one feels

despair without authentic words

to bring you the answers from a 

dead god, words put into a statue,

a jesus nailed to a cross, a church

with god's apostles hidden in a

bible declaring themselves prophets

that felt and prayed to their own

inner fears with doubt of a man

claiming to be an immortal, a

savior for all that will kneel before

your ruling god and move forward

in your dying bodies for now you

will rise as I have resin up into

the sky, into the darkness of space

that outlines this planet that needed

a human god and a human mother

to be slaves of his resurrection and

thus our rising into the loving arms

of hell, a fearful realization that all 

is satan's desires to make you into

a brown noser, without pity, or hope

for what you are is a product to do 

the work for the wealthy as they profit

by murdering innocence human beings

 

 

October 27, 2023

the taking away of ones inner qualities

in youth demanding you accept the

peons as your destiny, but your revelation

that you are part of a bigger system of

making, taking money for your selfish

nature, exercising your personality of 

anger and your deep need to prove ones 

growing demanding nature to rule over

all those that are fearful, for your selfish

personality grows in harsh demands by

taking from others their hard earned

peanuts for there is no escaping the

minds of wealth that have from birth

a narrow vision of their planned stealing

passed down through centuries giving

their families a power of greed and hate

toward anyone that stands in their way

of profits, for their parents are proud

of their children learning to accept their

place in a rich home, knowing when mom

and dad are dead they will be in charge

fighting their brothers, sisters and cousins

to see who has the most potential to be

the victor, taking charge over the money

laundering and demanding that all present

must be tongue tied never to give outsiders

your true self, my puppets with a mind 

focused on the billions of dollars stolen

from families, their children dying of 

starvation worldwide, as climate keeps

getting angrier destroying cities, farms,

homes, as war's proceed and life begins

to turn away from truth and enters into

a greedy twisted soul looking to take

more money from the innocent people

just trying to keep their heads above the

hate they feel all around them, a growing 

need to stand and fight these evil devils

 

October 25, 2023

pride the foundation of protection

with a notification that who you

are is not necessary for being alone

one finds peace of mind that allows

one to accept life's illusions of a

wonderful place of acceptance of

ones piers but in a vague reality

one finds oneself amongst demonic

human nature an evil where men and

women live in clicks breaking free

from a faithful praise to a god

father bringing a mysterious love

to mother earth as we begin to feel

the exploitation of children being

killed by sociopaths of diligent 

faith for their is nothing external 

that means anything for truth is

nothing more than words fancy

lies for their is no chance of escaping

this world of murderous violence

brought forth through words spoken

by parents and priests as one departs

in deep sleep with a smile for your

viciousness of murderous desires

 October 24, 2023

through the patterned doors brown

with repetitive faces each moment

a change of heart, a giving and a

voice demanding someone's behavior

be left alone with out consequences

focused vision as those in hopeless

minds attract a means of escaping

from the terror of others walking

streets at night seeking on opening

of change inside peoples dying minds

what we seek is never ours for we are

left behind with polluted minds seeking

power over those that stampede to buy

those specimens of clothes that bring

out a mix of gangs lost in their own

festivities of becoming for once their 

own reason for all is never righteous

after entering a wonderful catholic

church where one begins to accept

ones fate, their mood one of expressive

demands as our lives from an early life

was blown apart, destroyed by sociopaths

murderous minds that demand the feeling 

of power over innocent beings seeing if they

would seek the reality they are addicted in

 

when in fact their behavior is our only reason

why we would rather die than be the priests play

thing, but as one ages one sees a means of

destroying the priest that raped you for his

pleasure which was only in the eyes of a dead

 

god did he win his pardon of brutal, sexual

rape of a small boy that thought priests were

good in the eyes of god's congratulations when

in fact they were predators seeking young

boys that would never see this brutal rape

coming over and over again to destroy his life 

and dreams he prayed for but was destroyed

mentality and physically as a doll to be taken

 

October 21, 2023

Photography

photography is more than just taking photos,

photography is opening yourself up to the

beauty, drama, violence, suffering, of all insights

into the mental makeup of our lives through

image creations never surround yourself with

negativity, everything is a pain from the past,

be aware but move beyond your fears and

anxiety and just be yourself making great images 

we see only what we are trained as children

to see and we ignore the alleys of vision that

could open our eyes to the infinite compositions

of scenes waiting for you, that allows you to

think more intuitively and sense details that

reflect our inner character as we open our

minds to our new revelations of image creation

photography is opening all our senses to the

external reality that we are living in but fail

to examine through our unique vision not yet 

realized and developed, we need to be seeing 

our own instinct blossom, opening ones mind  

to the beauty and violence that surrounds us

we see the world through our eye sight but we 

also see the world, feel the world through all our

senses opening our inner mind to accept the

landscape before us but not just the surface

dive into muddy waters hoping for a good picture,

but for us we must dive deeper into the currents 

which allows us a unique transformation of seeing

the scene before us and the image that we will create

for all subjects, photographs we delve deep into

not only seeing details new to our potential

image realization but also a gift of connection 

with the outside world and its infinite possibilities,

we must as photographers use all our senses

to release in our sight an overwhelming feeling 

of belonging to something bigger within us which

leads us to respect mother earth and the beauty

in nature present before we click our camera

if we can break through the conditioned, 

accepted reality that we have been forced

to view subjects on a surface reflection and

on unwillingness to go beyond the surface of

visual repetitions seen over and over again

for we must break free of the intellect that

finds you the stereotypes of visual composition

as the usual dull numbers on a puzzle of cardboard 

you must use your visual instincts to go beyond

the game of being a copy cat and move to 

express your inner, visual sight with subjects

only you see and that you connect with on a 

deeper level

 October 19, 2023

souls regret the action of disguise

angry faces loathing those having

a wedding, why do we accept the

inevitable loss of companionship

we seek for ourselves without caring

for those in trouble in a life that was

created by the 1%, lets be honest

with these crooks of selfishness

for they exist because our lives are

theirs, we have been consistently

stolen by these men and women

of power for they, come first through

the maze of deliberate association

with those of different personalities

for freedom of thought is your only

means of escape for the hell created

centuries ago to this blood bath of

destruction as these vicious, greedy

haters toward anyone trying to 

undermine those in crooked deals

for all those chained to poverty trying

hopelessly to move beyond ones

broken faith and fight for your freedom

October 18, 2023 

our world wide governments beholding to

wealth, they are addicted like oligarchs

to the pain of others, profits of the reckless

greed of money, power of sexual wars

and ego's of hate toward anyone that 

doesn't do what they demand our god's

of vicious mayhem and murdering for

profits without caring for human beings

we live in this god awful illusion of time,

the voices rest in peace their unexplained

loss of a mental reality almost taken,

motional despair as one finds oneself

living under the voices of thieves 

step back and take a few images of our

tortured existence, all of us will be

nothing but a body repeating what he 

has been told by a mind on fire was we

seep back into a false world owned and

operated by the sociopaths of greed

October 16, 2023

faces not recognizable poisoning their

need for pleasure

knowing the unknown one seeks 

understanding in the anxiety

of becoming known, seeking silence

we exist in sin our birth stamped

us heathens by the bibles ill sacrificial

lambs, the powers that attract

the work these sinners dominate their puny

lives with fear of hells fiery fury

god's will forces us to believe in an

extension, a reality beyond our senses

no where to be seen yet adored for

in visioning a paradise after the

hell we live in today, but we are not

sanctified flesh and blood we are

not individually powerful so we rely on

our religion to swarm around us

demanding our innocence to be sacrificed

for the good of the horny priests that

favor young virtue over the more street

wise, the communion of our lives

seeking god's flesh and blood forcing us

to acknowledge and accept the 

the forces of our guilt in being born sinful

with the devils greedy touch

why should we be forced to accept 

someone else's words as truth 

when we are born into our own nature

of human reasoning for there is no one

that feels and sees my own inner reality

as I seek those that harm human beings

that are given low pay without a good job

as the owners talk and take some more

October 13, 2023

the darkest moment,

a loss of caring for

others, as more and

more violence becoming

our new reality, a

means of being other

than your adolescence,

your grade school, 

your high school, for

you were being picked

on by older boys that

saw you as a whipping

post, as your anger grew

your inner awakening

brought you a means of

retaliating, as you began

your physical attacks on 

those that once forced 

you to cow down to the

bullies with no brains to

speak of, ego's that made 

them feel powerful, older,

better than those just 

getting taken advantage of

for now they are no longer

the boss men, no bragging

a strength has been born,

a strength that brought 

forward your physical 

power, a cognition of your

inner demands, an awareness

of those that are now looking

for you hoping you will be

able to demand that your

freedom is not in child's play

but an inner desire to end 

those that hide behind another's 

despair that are cruel for all is never

real only an imagination of pain

that will not be yours but there's

October 14, 2023

sitting still falling asleep, each moment

of ones inspiration dissolves as one

understands the hype of parents, friends,

teachers all claiming your a genius, you

have it made, pick your subject, your 

collage, your major, all of your thoughts

are waiting to express insights into words

miraculous offering as you realize your

future is not to be conditioned in me to

please your teachers, friends and parents

for your goals no matter how big or small 

will give you balance and understanding

and a realization that those that created

the industry of power will treat you like

pavlo's dog if you move yourself into a 

corner, a maze of ideas going no ware

you must make your own choices to be

what you want to be, wealth speaks words

of phoniness without depth, surface 

propaganda as you finally realize the

reality you live in is another dimension, this

one alive with crowded crooks and growing

evil as wealth uses weapons creating 

wars killing this planet for those egotistical

crooks desire power over caring for others,

damn the children always in our way for

the reality we live is nothing but fear and

those in wealth demand their way of life

is only for those that have taken and taken

without morals or ethics for all of us are

born into their hands, these mother and 

fathers of devilish desires demanding their

right to take what they want without any

fear of being takin to jail because they

own the jails and demand those that have

morals be stripped of their homes and jobs  

 

October 11, 2023

the cold reality of ones undoing

leaving behind those that attacked

with smiles and always important 

inner information of those that

surmounted you just to take and

take your money and you found

fighting your inner demons, was 

your only means of escape as you 

stared out your office window with

a view of impossible dreams, more

dead ends than open wounds dire

means of accepting your fate, this

unholy world of thieves, surrounded

by evil, immoral devils of greed, 

animals without mercy or caring for

what they have accomplished

ignoring their devastating of human

hope for now as this world collapses

they demand more profits undermining

peoples lives uprooting their inability

to maintain their homes as the rich take

without giving and the poor keep 

scrounging for food for their children

October 10, 2023

relax enjoy the silence

of a beautiful sunny day

what do you feel knowing

this catastrophic destruction

of our aggressive nature

demanding that your voice

be heard as one slinks back

into his convoluted desires 

to be more than just rich but

to be worshipped as a

wonderful human being as

loud voices penetrate

the gorgeous atmosphere of

pollutants and illness spreading

worldwide but the wealthy know

that their words are god's

word and any blasphemy spoken 

is a sacrilege and intrusion into

the rich's lies for they all prance

around at parties describing

their latest demands for the brown

nosers willing to do anything to

make a few bucks and make them-

selves ready and waiting for any

thing the 1%, our wealthy crooks

demand constant profits put in

our hidden accounts all legal,

under our rules of criminality

 October 9, 2023

voices laughing at the dawning of

our deadly mother nature, as the rich

head for their luxurious homes and

thousands of miles of primo lands

inviting friends over for a barbecue

and a serious talk of their coming 

upon those that are disrupting their

ability to steal, confiscate, destroy

receiving social security and medicare

and all these losses will be sent into

the arms of the rich for they earned

billions selling weapons of destruction

just so they can make a good profit

from these cookies, these criminal

leaders enjoy the killing process 

while human beings starve, murdered,

raped, loss if jobs all in the name of 

the great united states of shame

murdering innocent families for profit