May 30, 2024

we seek truth of mind, a sturdy head

on your shoulders, a means of putting

others at peace, what is the exploration

of doubt, your inability to confront fear

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our minds age and begin to see and hear

things out of context, our imagination

transforms our vision into a spy thriller

our awareness worn down with illusive

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understanding, dreams changing becoming

a real awareness of others lies, truth now

a puppet show with all sorts of strings

attached keeping your head just above water

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you begin to see deeper into the manipulation

of our mind, speed leads to an awkward

realization, what your physical presence is,

just an external representation of yourself

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before and after the slow foundation of ones

purpose here on mother earth, we seek the

beautification of our inner intuitive force just

to understand that your choice of truth lifts

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one above the mayhem of an early adults 

meandering mind, why would having my

engine on represent a courtly understanding

of ones homemade drunken oblivion there

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is nothing unseemly about making sure all

your forces are ready and we need a sign

now allowing us to rush the insincere priest

punishing our sins but never his own, for

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he our minister of rape, our willful request

that this monster of sexual appetite seeks all

that come willingly without remorse built 

around what if's, asking us to just let go you

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young boys, that will soon evaporate through

the brutality of a man, not a priest, an animal

seeking desires for himself as these kids 

falter and are reduced to toys being exploited