May 31, 2024

Nervous Uptight With Wings

decide right now this minute

each second an infinity of time

abandoned to redundant words

expressing stale, stagnant what

ifs each opening of yours eyes

gives one the vast universe to

study with growing awareness

of ones ability to become a 

unique perspective, a voice 

approaching others in friendly

spirit giving, seeking a unanimous

becoming of self without the

belligerent aggression of jealous hope

May 31, 2024

idols are everything you

set out to become in your

youthful dreams, inner 

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being imitating those 

actors that are known,

worshipped as angels of

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of pure energy giving

themselves to an audience

of believers, everything

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revolves around fame and

fortune, we seek godlike

reverence to those that are

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pure of heart, voices as 

perfect in pitch, setting a

reason to be alert when

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a strangers voice breaks 

through your focused attention

on a famous face moving back

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and forth with concepts of

future remains for this is our

hour of need, caught in the 

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webbing of the holy ghost

as one signals his orchestrated

escape as all heads turned away

May 31, 2024

Politicians Bought

this garden of eden is without hope

for even now the corporate greed 

remains and won't stop the destruction

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of our planet, they have no morals

these billionaires want to experience

outer space before their business

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flounders and is disrupted when oceans 

rise, temperatures rise, tornadoes

increase in power, hurricanes become

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monsters of revenge for their is no 

stopping the sociopaths that focus

on one thing and only one thing

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even more than their children and 

then wives, the parents and that 

addiction is for money and more

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more money, silent and manmade breeds

those a-moral monsters of aggressive

power for life is nothing more than

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chance, luck or violence, a connection

through a friend you learned the inner

city, the trade of violent actions and now

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in business the same powerful force of

your intention to become the wealthiest

man in this poor world for you were

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given the key to this far, far away universe

and your desires are bought, your parties

are a reminder of your position in high society

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and all that matters in this beleaguered world

is faith, a faith in yourself that anyone

interferes with your profits will experience 

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the bloody hand of god for business is not

for sissies but a man doing what it takes to

maintain a hold on the politicians bought 

and sold and your employes trained to obey

May 30, 2024

more light stills ones senses

look with intense understanding

letting go, your belief in dominating

the external facade of players

dressed to support the ego's 

determination to be seen and heard

without any slight interruption, release

the behavior, simplicity of lies, volumes

of those retreating, each word spoken

narrows ones ability to break free from

the alphabet of determined loss, 

sequences of words that describe your

perceptions with eyes ready to label 

colors as being excentric for if one digs

under the service of ones evaporating

depth, your consciousness an eccentric

looking, desiring the fragments of a reality

worked to become a mirage of ones actions

hoping that the sentiment of beauty still

presents itself as one begins to age and 

finally sits quietly looking at the sky 

remembering those moments as children

as shooting star's streaking across the

black candles lit sky settles into a field

as the farmer comes out and acknowledges

his neighbor as the world begins to spin

 

and the temperature rise and each of us 

determined to surface without jumping ship

May 30, 2024

we seek truth of mind, a sturdy head

on your shoulders, a means of putting

others at peace, what is the exploration

of doubt, your inability to confront fear

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our minds age and begin to see and hear

things out of context, our imagination

transforms our vision into a spy thriller

our awareness worn down with illusive

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understanding, dreams changing becoming

a real awareness of others lies, truth now

a puppet show with all sorts of strings

attached keeping your head just above water

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you begin to see deeper into the manipulation

of our mind, speed leads to an awkward

realization, what your physical presence is,

just an external representation of yourself

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before and after the slow foundation of ones

purpose here on mother earth, we seek the

beautification of our inner intuitive force just

to understand that your choice of truth lifts

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one above the mayhem of an early adults 

meandering mind, why would having my

engine on represent a courtly understanding

of ones homemade drunken oblivion there

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is nothing unseemly about making sure all

your forces are ready and we need a sign

now allowing us to rush the insincere priest

punishing our sins but never his own, for

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he our minister of rape, our willful request

that this monster of sexual appetite seeks all

that come willingly without remorse built 

around what if's, asking us to just let go you

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young boys, that will soon evaporate through

the brutality of a man, not a priest, an animal

seeking desires for himself as these kids 

falter and are reduced to toys being exploited

May 29, 2024

There Is No Answer To Human Hate

Sit and wait, stand and walk away

each moment a truth, a meaning

given without exploiting your determined

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focus, an independent mind brings one

closer to self without a mixture of your

external facade, a body moving in

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rhythm with the flow of others with the

flow of others looking for anything to

feel and believe in without guilt of one

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being present in their vision of a changeable

reality that has been consumed by the

addiction to power and money to change

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the external building blocks of power over

human beings, one seeks revelation of truth

that brings one to the abyss of knowing

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a universal truth, a moment of charity feeling

the sacrifice of oneself to save the lost sheep

on a cross without mercy, a profit demanding

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human nature begins it's advancement on those

feeding off the populace around the world being

linked with others attempting to overcome the

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waves of exploitation of human beings for profit

as the fat cats sit and tell their stories at a lavish

party of criminal greed, laughing, drinking, talking

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with egos getting bigger everyday as they discuss

the new investments that would pollute more, 

create fires, flooding, murders, wars, profits as

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the atmosphere, deliberated and the people will die

and the power of greed begins its demanding hate

for those that step into their power and take everything

May 28, 2024

 

The Aged Hand Begins To Tremble

the excuses dominate your life style

the blaming of someone else for your

lack of morals, each action determined, 

setting up your conquest without a moral

compass, why fear your actions of deceit

for you new from early childhood that one 

could blame others, for your aggressive

assault of another person of innocence,

your instincts one of a hidden mania, of

money interests and the bankruptcy of

other livelihoods, or your sociopathic desire

to control another where you are the good

cop and the person you are wanting, while

your fingers begin to believe they are at fault

for this violent out burst of anger toward anyone

questioning your behavior, demands punishment

May 29, 2024

Silence Can Be A Blessing

restless, over thinking ones goals, 

ones place in the scheme of money

a simple rule that sabotages ones

efforts for honest income, for the

rulers of this dying planet own the

people, they understand the precarious

rules of embezzling hard earned 

profits made by the working ants

that realize over the past half century

income of the middle class resides

like a morning tide, the poor and 

homeless feel the pressure of an

absent god allowing them to work

for peanuts, on the dollar where

the owners take all they can for 

the workers are not worthy in sharing

in the greed fest of someone else's

criminality and the upper middle class

prance around their secluded neighborhood,

a gated community with police patrolling

the community protecting the second tier

of wealth for these are jealous animals

and each try to outdo their neighbor with

the newest and greatest ego of self

serving greed, and then we have the truly

rich that see themselves above the masses

of working anger, working each morning

to closing time and being stiffed with

low wage while the rich fly into outer 

space as the poor starve, wars always a

good business investment for the crooks,

killing of innocent children, mothers and

fathers, these military mad sociopaths find 

no glitch in the wonderful killing machine,

isn't that something, we have polluted 

oceans, rivers, skies, poor air quality,

 

fires out of control, hurricanes, floods,

polluted cities, homes as the rich leave

for their summer mansions for parties,

inside trading where they toast to greed

and all shake hands for all need more

and more money, wall street will be 

stunned with the retreating investments

for the word got out quickly amongst

the insider traders to sell stock and bonds

and wait until a new con begins to flourish

and all the criminal minds are alerted to

the potential of more, more, more money

power and monopolies that steal for the rich

 June 3, 2024

Your Limitation Of Fighting Trust

we are covered with our parents personalities,

their loves, their hates in the external world,

our outside exterior trying to blend in with

friends as our procession of lives moving

toward an external death as we get older our 

lives speed up and before we are polluted with

lies, with doubts we see a means of escaping

our already determined destination, we get

back what we gave to others in the turmoil of

poverty both mental and physical, a simple

gift without fanfare brings forth your truth of

purpose and expression of ones inner being

finally seeking your unique perspective, your

inner voice free to accept the monstrosity of

wealth that leads no where but death, close

your eyes see and feel the darkness that is,

that surrounds you without cheers, just there 

like our flesh is still there and us all age and

deuteriation we find ourselves able to express

the corruption of ourselves as we look for loop

holes, easy marks, bought ideas, off shore 

accounts to hide our stolen wealth by paying

a portion of our loot to the bankers that are

above the law, we seek the principle of good

deeds as we grow older, good deeds, just 

become actions without satisfaction for as 

you spend your time reaching out to help and

change another's life you fall into the human

charade that is present for the taking and

with no fluff but purposeful, will you rob and

take from others what is rightfully theirs

but no longer, your will is strong to reap the 

benefits of your newly begotten criminal mind,

can I get a long and glorious hallelujah

May 25, 2024

Believing In False Truth

the callus bruises and your cut hand, 

a means of freedom, a demanding

personality to be yourself and acknowledge

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your place in infinite time and infinite space

a return to the foundation of truth, a visual

sense, a word that changes your friendship

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your perception once shallow looking for the

quick pleasure now deeply seeded in the 

awareness of our individuality as you begin

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your journey away from the grabbing jealousy

of false truths as we seek our place transformed

into an individualist with purpose and hope

May 25, 2024

Live Beyond The Trapping Of Our Soul

the letting go of words played,

redundant perceptions delinquent

introverts, an understanding that 

one lives alone with family buzzing

around interrupting ones solid remorse,

never to back down, each moment

a life time if one opens their eyes not

in an external repetitive circle of 

voices, products, scams continuously

demanding a response of praise

for we are only sure when standing up

to something more than cliches, words

that have no depth, one sees the ending

and moves, demanding an invisible god

to accept oneself into paradise contained

not by ghostly bodies but a vision, what one feels

and sees by closing ones eyes to the circus 

of criminal plundering of our own planet

just so a few can promise and show their 

egos as hollow as a dying tree, expecting

all to bow to their power of money, their

ownership of people, fears, desire and 

income for all is right this time around, we 

are all stagnant shells walking and taking

words from our indoctrination, our school

a conditioning of ones intellect that is done,

the freedom of thoughts are all within, using 

your intuitive mind seeking truth not lies

 May 23, 2024

No Morals

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dull motive belief, a stepping backward,

guilt released with brutal fists each of us

seek a deceptive purpose, being known

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for your work repeated endlessly, why does

one lower himself to be ridiculed by a lazy

purpose, a mouth easily sworn at before

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fists reek havoc on one innocent of turning

outward demanding a reason for ones short

temper waiting for the moon setting, a crescent

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shape with the moon present by the sun rays,

only catch a bright curve as the moon ends

his human ritual allowing all to see his means

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of escape, for the earth is dying and the dead

will not rise and those hanging onto material

things demand a bigger piece of the criminal

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lies, the actors that seek to destroy the ones

ability to sleep, replaying the screams and

the laughter, the yells of defeat and the hiding

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for that moment when you can run and give the

ordinary a look at those above the law for they

are the new gods of greed with no morals

May 22, 2024

words dominate lies ideas buffered by 

concrete, each speaks their own language

doubts the expanse for fear, a turning

away from a god unknown, never seen

or heard profits fit their individual ideas

into segregation of ones will from the 

corrosive entanglement of many gods

previously adorned now, preaching 

abandoned with one standing, sacrifice

dying on a cross, for our blindness of an

aggressive preacher seeking eternity

of worship, each word spoken a substitute

of exposing ones guilt, a treacherous attack

on another looking for loop holes all 

through the bible that each lives alone 

and each dies alone, only mercy will help

 

May 18, 2024

visible arrangements praying to the

gods with our photos of jesus and his

apostles having joy sitting at the table

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with christ, for one who needs a sacrifice, 

a crucifixion for our god is undermining

the power of greed and wealth even an

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early arrangement for those that have their

own ways of deceit over the people as they

take and take and destroy all, anyone that

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brings in a new bible praising their god as

our god for we pray to the vast arena of

writing words that create for you a means

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of stagnant mouths, with eyes deeply hiding

behind the loss of truth for each have their

own means of acceptance of those with a

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powerful voice demanding god come down-

ward so all gods people have our understanding

that we all need a sense of power and we need

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to pray to our lord, jesus christ, bringing his

heart felt openness to all that believe in his

words and in his feeling of hopelessness

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for jesus son of god will soon be taken and

nailed to a cross and more books will be

written buy a god allowing his son to die for him 

May 17, 2024

What We Try To Seek

I regret the selfish desire to become less

than ones promise, each lie a sacred 

commitment to exploit the congregation

for monied interest, we think we have our

peace in god's paradise, a good paying

job, a wife that loves you and children

easing into becoming stars of their

respective schools, all is spoken, a loved

dissecting actions, expressions, words,

eye contact moving you forward to a 

higher goal, where one is seen and heard

in a positive light smiling waving to the

people who came to give you a farewell

send off not to a living paradise where 

our invisible god reigns supreme in a

small town buried where a small ground

of friends joined hands approving your

canned ashes and bowed their heads in

a flailing remembrance of your demoralized

will trying to create a better eden where god 

doesn't seek to put his children in their

place, showing them his power and his

ability to kill all with a smug voice and a 

wide smile for he is a devilish entity

without any morals just a need for power