October 24, 2023

through the patterned doors brown

with repetitive faces each moment

a change of heart, a giving and a

voice demanding someone's behavior

be left alone with out consequences

focused vision as those in hopeless

minds attract a means of escaping

from the terror of others walking

streets at night seeking on opening

of change inside peoples dying minds

what we seek is never ours for we are

left behind with polluted minds seeking

power over those that stampede to buy

those specimens of clothes that bring

out a mix of gangs lost in their own

festivities of becoming for once their 

own reason for all is never righteous

after entering a wonderful catholic

church where one begins to accept

ones fate, their mood one of expressive

demands as our lives from an early life

was blown apart, destroyed by sociopaths

murderous minds that demand the feeling 

of power over innocent beings seeing if they

would seek the reality they are addicted in

 

when in fact their behavior is our only reason

why we would rather die than be the priests play

thing, but as one ages one sees a means of

destroying the priest that raped you for his

pleasure which was only in the eyes of a dead

 

god did he win his pardon of brutal, sexual

rape of a small boy that thought priests were

good in the eyes of god's congratulations when

in fact they were predators seeking young

boys that would never see this brutal rape

coming over and over again to destroy his life 

and dreams he prayed for but was destroyed

mentality and physically as a doll to be taken

 

October 21, 2023

Photography

photography is more than just taking photos,

photography is opening yourself up to the

beauty, drama, violence, suffering, of all insights

into the mental makeup of our lives through

image creations never surround yourself with

negativity, everything is a pain from the past,

be aware but move beyond your fears and

anxiety and just be yourself making great images 

we see only what we are trained as children

to see and we ignore the alleys of vision that

could open our eyes to the infinite compositions

of scenes waiting for you, that allows you to

think more intuitively and sense details that

reflect our inner character as we open our

minds to our new revelations of image creation

photography is opening all our senses to the

external reality that we are living in but fail

to examine through our unique vision not yet 

realized and developed, we need to be seeing 

our own instinct blossom, opening ones mind  

to the beauty and violence that surrounds us

we see the world through our eye sight but we 

also see the world, feel the world through all our

senses opening our inner mind to accept the

landscape before us but not just the surface

dive into muddy waters hoping for a good picture,

but for us we must dive deeper into the currents 

which allows us a unique transformation of seeing

the scene before us and the image that we will create

for all subjects, photographs we delve deep into

not only seeing details new to our potential

image realization but also a gift of connection 

with the outside world and its infinite possibilities,

we must as photographers use all our senses

to release in our sight an overwhelming feeling 

of belonging to something bigger within us which

leads us to respect mother earth and the beauty

in nature present before we click our camera

if we can break through the conditioned, 

accepted reality that we have been forced

to view subjects on a surface reflection and

on unwillingness to go beyond the surface of

visual repetitions seen over and over again

for we must break free of the intellect that

finds you the stereotypes of visual composition

as the usual dull numbers on a puzzle of cardboard 

you must use your visual instincts to go beyond

the game of being a copy cat and move to 

express your inner, visual sight with subjects

only you see and that you connect with on a 

deeper level

 October 19, 2023

souls regret the action of disguise

angry faces loathing those having

a wedding, why do we accept the

inevitable loss of companionship

we seek for ourselves without caring

for those in trouble in a life that was

created by the 1%, lets be honest

with these crooks of selfishness

for they exist because our lives are

theirs, we have been consistently

stolen by these men and women

of power for they, come first through

the maze of deliberate association

with those of different personalities

for freedom of thought is your only

means of escape for the hell created

centuries ago to this blood bath of

destruction as these vicious, greedy

haters toward anyone trying to 

undermine those in crooked deals

for all those chained to poverty trying

hopelessly to move beyond ones

broken faith and fight for your freedom

October 18, 2023 

our world wide governments beholding to

wealth, they are addicted like oligarchs

to the pain of others, profits of the reckless

greed of money, power of sexual wars

and ego's of hate toward anyone that 

doesn't do what they demand our god's

of vicious mayhem and murdering for

profits without caring for human beings

we live in this god awful illusion of time,

the voices rest in peace their unexplained

loss of a mental reality almost taken,

motional despair as one finds oneself

living under the voices of thieves 

step back and take a few images of our

tortured existence, all of us will be

nothing but a body repeating what he 

has been told by a mind on fire was we

seep back into a false world owned and

operated by the sociopaths of greed

October 16, 2023

faces not recognizable poisoning their

need for pleasure

knowing the unknown one seeks 

understanding in the anxiety

of becoming known, seeking silence

we exist in sin our birth stamped

us heathens by the bibles ill sacrificial

lambs, the powers that attract

the work these sinners dominate their puny

lives with fear of hells fiery fury

god's will forces us to believe in an

extension, a reality beyond our senses

no where to be seen yet adored for

in visioning a paradise after the

hell we live in today, but we are not

sanctified flesh and blood we are

not individually powerful so we rely on

our religion to swarm around us

demanding our innocence to be sacrificed

for the good of the horny priests that

favor young virtue over the more street

wise, the communion of our lives

seeking god's flesh and blood forcing us

to acknowledge and accept the 

the forces of our guilt in being born sinful

with the devils greedy touch

why should we be forced to accept 

someone else's words as truth 

when we are born into our own nature

of human reasoning for there is no one

that feels and sees my own inner reality

as I seek those that harm human beings

that are given low pay without a good job

as the owners talk and take some more

October 13, 2023

the darkest moment,

a loss of caring for

others, as more and

more violence becoming

our new reality, a

means of being other

than your adolescence,

your grade school, 

your high school, for

you were being picked

on by older boys that

saw you as a whipping

post, as your anger grew

your inner awakening

brought you a means of

retaliating, as you began

your physical attacks on 

those that once forced 

you to cow down to the

bullies with no brains to

speak of, ego's that made 

them feel powerful, older,

better than those just 

getting taken advantage of

for now they are no longer

the boss men, no bragging

a strength has been born,

a strength that brought 

forward your physical 

power, a cognition of your

inner demands, an awareness

of those that are now looking

for you hoping you will be

able to demand that your

freedom is not in child's play

but an inner desire to end 

those that hide behind another's 

despair that are cruel for all is never

real only an imagination of pain

that will not be yours but there's

October 14, 2023

sitting still falling asleep, each moment

of ones inspiration dissolves as one

understands the hype of parents, friends,

teachers all claiming your a genius, you

have it made, pick your subject, your 

collage, your major, all of your thoughts

are waiting to express insights into words

miraculous offering as you realize your

future is not to be conditioned in me to

please your teachers, friends and parents

for your goals no matter how big or small 

will give you balance and understanding

and a realization that those that created

the industry of power will treat you like

pavlo's dog if you move yourself into a 

corner, a maze of ideas going no ware

you must make your own choices to be

what you want to be, wealth speaks words

of phoniness without depth, surface 

propaganda as you finally realize the

reality you live in is another dimension, this

one alive with crowded crooks and growing

evil as wealth uses weapons creating 

wars killing this planet for those egotistical

crooks desire power over caring for others,

damn the children always in our way for

the reality we live is nothing but fear and

those in wealth demand their way of life

is only for those that have taken and taken

without morals or ethics for all of us are

born into their hands, these mother and 

fathers of devilish desires demanding their

right to take what they want without any

fear of being takin to jail because they

own the jails and demand those that have

morals be stripped of their homes and jobs  

 

October 11, 2023

the cold reality of ones undoing

leaving behind those that attacked

with smiles and always important 

inner information of those that

surmounted you just to take and

take your money and you found

fighting your inner demons, was 

your only means of escape as you 

stared out your office window with

a view of impossible dreams, more

dead ends than open wounds dire

means of accepting your fate, this

unholy world of thieves, surrounded

by evil, immoral devils of greed, 

animals without mercy or caring for

what they have accomplished

ignoring their devastating of human

hope for now as this world collapses

they demand more profits undermining

peoples lives uprooting their inability

to maintain their homes as the rich take

without giving and the poor keep 

scrounging for food for their children

October 10, 2023

relax enjoy the silence

of a beautiful sunny day

what do you feel knowing

this catastrophic destruction

of our aggressive nature

demanding that your voice

be heard as one slinks back

into his convoluted desires 

to be more than just rich but

to be worshipped as a

wonderful human being as

loud voices penetrate

the gorgeous atmosphere of

pollutants and illness spreading

worldwide but the wealthy know

that their words are god's

word and any blasphemy spoken 

is a sacrilege and intrusion into

the rich's lies for they all prance

around at parties describing

their latest demands for the brown

nosers willing to do anything to

make a few bucks and make them-

selves ready and waiting for any

thing the 1%, our wealthy crooks

demand constant profits put in

our hidden accounts all legal,

under our rules of criminality

 October 9, 2023

voices laughing at the dawning of

our deadly mother nature, as the rich

head for their luxurious homes and

thousands of miles of primo lands

inviting friends over for a barbecue

and a serious talk of their coming 

upon those that are disrupting their

ability to steal, confiscate, destroy

receiving social security and medicare

and all these losses will be sent into

the arms of the rich for they earned

billions selling weapons of destruction

just so they can make a good profit

from these cookies, these criminal

leaders enjoy the killing process 

while human beings starve, murdered,

raped, loss if jobs all in the name of 

the great united states of shame

murdering innocent families for profit

October 15, 2023

the fault line in distress, the tears flow without 

warning, voices raised in angry lies, undercurrents

of lost lives as a man and woman break apart

as these imposters living together without hope

of a future as hate grows toward the one you once

loved now just a nobody without depth of caring 

for now all is destroyed and they must dissolve

this once paradise where joy, laughter and love

was rejected by a selfish power that demanded

their loyalty so this man and woman got the boot

by their supreme god that gave them no hope of

acceptance, no fires burned, only words of despair

for each day in their openness toward each other,

adam and eve unafraid to speak ones thoughts 

and enjoy the laughter of ones love as time went

forth and their children grew and their prayers

never answered by a god hateful of their loving

openness to give their family a truth of friendship

October 7, 2023

what are we but used products doing the

dirty work for the one percent

listen to the cries of those put down in despair

the breaking apart on ones reality a sorrow

of ending without an opening in the layers

of vicious greed taking without morals

we see this world of cities, small towns and

the vicious atmosphere of doubt as those

in place seek more not less, for greed is

always a means of escaping from the dyer

stress of poverty, more not less, for 

selfishness becomes a longing of

power, we pray to ourselves not a lost figure

on a wooden cross dying to save our souls

moving forward beyond those of murderous

intent we stop and look inside to see if

we still have thoughts of hope, saving lives,

protesting the destruction of this planet

by money hungry rich who live for profits 

and cash put away in vaults of immunity

for they take and destroy those that come 

forward to shatter their greed, those 

politicians sucking up to money laundering

as these hypocrites enjoy their power

their lies breaking apart a truth now dying

without anyone listening to the call of revolution

October 6, 2023

I am not happy alone with myself

and I am taking it out on others

I am externalizing my feelings

of anger projecting onto someone

else as if they are causing my pain,

frustrated I retreat into silence

fear drives religion into the horror of

death, the body and mind washed 

away and the darkness appalling

just the thought of a blackness

demanding an extension of a life

for a super natural being who loves

us and wants his children to join

him in a paradise, humans are born

suckers, they lie to themselves to

feel the power of projection on 

someone's power, a god as we are

lowered into mother earth, the coffin

a wishful prayer but an incineration

is your only resurrection of your self 

the crooks live either in jail or they

own politicians and live a life of

luxury at our expense, for they cheat

and steal and they never realize that

this is paradise this planet but for

them destruction of earth's beauty

is profit of billions of dollars for wealth

is addicted to power, 

the greed of mankind has torn away 

the sanctity of this planet, there is

nothing the oligarchs won't do in order

to take, and take money from the people,

their torcher of us a vision of ourselves as 

we kneel before our own deaths without

a visible need for we know that pollution,

climate destruction is in the hands of those

rich selfish liars of greed, so the wealthy

can take advantage of the believers meek

and frightened and the hypocrites posting

your god is a racist and murderer fighting

for our salvation, the insanity of postponing

your life until death yeah that makes a lot 

sense, if the bible is god's word, how can

man justify editing it to fit their needs of

destroying, murdering and causing wars 

through the military industrial complex

with profits for the 1%

religion pin points the evil in us even as

children unaware of their stirring inability

to praise and worship a higher physical

presence for our god has evaporated as

planet earth breaks apart and because of

these kids we are easily corrupted not by their

environment, parents, friends but by a soul

that has turned away from truth and now 

demands profits, becoming a robber baron

even before they begin to grasp this fleeting

reality for punishment will break them

and guide them into the invisible will of greed

giving up of their own unique self, 

for a mysterious invisible idol that waits for

for centuries and counting but he doesn't 

deem it necessary to come and set the

oligarchs right, that this world has been

corrupted through money, power and greed

"I thought I threw the money lenders out 

of the temple, now they own the temple

and I your forgotten lord sits silent as the

earth is destroyed for profits over life."

October 4, 2023

what we seek is external

what we doubt is internal

whether it be a new suit,

hipsters clothes for being

wealthy is a paradise for

those that made their money

off the backs of those trying

to make a living for their

families without pulling away

in fear as your children

perceive something is really

wrong, hold firm especially

over territories protected

for wealth staggers forward

demanding their share of

someone's life, their military

bought to protect the rich

and allow their children's

friends into their seeded upper

class for they can go to parties 

realizing that once they are

of age they too can make

a good living from their parents

giving them the layout of the

places they will attack and

destroy viscously and put

any that try to overpower

wealth's greedy minds will earn 

a ticket to the poor house for

to win in this game of stolen cash,

power and greed for nothing lasts

forever, death haunts one's goals

October 2, 2023

to get beyond the trapping of your

physical prison of insolent rudeness

without knowing our true presence,

our openness of ourselves to feel,

to see and help others, we accept

our physical space, our reality

placed so we have no alternative

to move beyond our inner dreams

what proceeds our feelings of pain

for to change our inner reality is

our only means of escaping the

brutal actions of evil that places

itself before any that try to escape,

change does not proceed in the

inner being compressed into a

small brain for what purpose except

tormenting dreams of fluid flowing

flight, the other side is the same, 

unknown in an empty room filled with 

anguish, the exceptional arrogance of 

nothingness your pressure lifted as 

your presence evaporates in a heated 

furnace of empty time, an illusion of 

passing even though one was never 

fully alive or aware of herself for

what safety net has the strength to 

accept my falling nature, the coursed

hands of a woman never loved