October 13, 2023

the darkest moment,

a loss of caring for

others, as more and

more violence becoming

our new reality, a

means of being other

than your adolescence,

your grade school, 

your high school, for

you were being picked

on by older boys that

saw you as a whipping

post, as your anger grew

your inner awakening

brought you a means of

retaliating, as you began

your physical attacks on 

those that once forced 

you to cow down to the

bullies with no brains to

speak of, ego's that made 

them feel powerful, older,

better than those just 

getting taken advantage of

for now they are no longer

the boss men, no bragging

a strength has been born,

a strength that brought 

forward your physical 

power, a cognition of your

inner demands, an awareness

of those that are now looking

for you hoping you will be

able to demand that your

freedom is not in child's play

but an inner desire to end 

those that hide behind another's 

despair that are cruel for all is never

real only an imagination of pain

that will not be yours but there's