June 27, 2023

symbols create a network of ideas

while neglect uses the conscious

to measure ones stamina to find

a means of escaping the 1% and

their torturous greed, we don't 

live life anymore we live in a growing

fear based reality taking away our

ability to make a purpose for oneself

without being demonized by egos

seeking to break apart ones future

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without mercy years swiftly pass

evaporating our unclaimed goals

once necessary now put aside as

one tries to focus his mind beyond

the growing fear of being demonized

by egos of hate, our memories lack

details exaggerating our common

pride with rusty aging, our memories

slip on mossy rocks with water falls

swift currents and forgets the voice

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aching to remember friends or foe

in our youth we had plans for our 

future, what we wanted to be when

older, baseball star, basketball icon,

a track star, no one could ever catch

our future and who we became, a 

counter worker selling watches and

we rarely remember our youthful

dreams, we acknowledge our misery

a choice accepted as we feal like a

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wilting flower dying before it blooms

a secret inner acceptance despising

being born into a dying world used

by wealth but built by slaves since

the beginning of time, my eyes heavy

staring inward into an empty space

a dream once known now forgotten

how does one break free from a life

that would have made since a decade

earlier, we seek present moments to

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keep and not allow our visions to break

apart and evaporate, he leans against

the railing head lowered, his thoughts

journey over the belligerent past and

those that assume one is different just

being human, with past mistakes taken

for granted, a means to live without fear

the crows angry tongue sharp voices 

yelling in madness, sounds of a domestic

dispute, anger's devilish partner words

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that enter the brain demanding attention

seeking vengeance through a weakness 

that realization lacks necessity, what is 

fulfillment but a revelation that being alive

is enough, the person they praise never

existed at all, a changeling without a

character, his face red with drink, his

evil power over an innocent boy 

June 26, 2023

End Of Days

I sit staring at the waves crashing

over the weak cement, the air has

been taken, what remains is a deadly

force, boats put ashore, homes leveled

winds gaining momentum as lives are

lost, as the destruction moves on to 

the next city, the next farm leveling

everything in its path, prayers are not

heard as families return feeling heart

broken, their homes gone, mother nature

is making a stand deciding to join 

storms with an extra push as people

retreat into a planet aged with wealth

lying to the people that we have nothing

to worry about for these ruthless

criminal minds know our future is dying

but their greed is their addiction and

profit over human beings is their 

demanding character for all now is

being lost and words and actions are

meaningless for the rich are treacherous

that spread from the 1% their cunning

which is just an over the top party

heading for the end of days

June 24, 2023

I don't seek other's insights

into our corrupt america for

for we all know who gets

battered with lost wages for 

we are low paid human beings

struggling to pay our college

payments but losing ground

as the rich smile and demand

the money be paid in time or

else a large fine will appear

on your billing statement, 

look at the reduction of our

freedom, our rights taken

away, our job loses, our 

destructive weather as homes

are tossed around like toys

and without insurance your 

home is destroyed twice

once by the tornado and then

again when you realize your 

home is gone by the destructive

force of the 1% that could care-

less if people die, cities wiped-out

but these crooks are satisfied when

they get their millions on a daily basis

taking from the poor and enjoying 

their selfish, hypocritical caring for others

 

 June 20, 2023

Truth An Illusion

we reach for just once to open

our minds to the realization that

we too are deep in unanswered ideas

that will drain us of any hopes of

freedom in a life now rotting without

better wages and jobs worth working,

the 1% have no moral's for they are only

addicted to money and power, these

animals of lust have been through

the maze of lost will and love that

all the wealthy must fight through, 

some ask when the rich have their 

parties how much do they care about

opening their minds to face the horror

of their investments, the killing of 

mother nature and the destruction of

our words of hope, love and understanding

for it has been since the beginning of 

time profits are more important than 

lending a helping hand to those that 

are fighting to be free from the power of

the oligarchs evil nature as we slide

away from life and caring for others

 June 18, 2023

seeking our wisdom delivered to

us in the mail box

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collections demanding payment

you don't have

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one of manly side shows seeking

distractions to fit a noose around

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your neck we seek escape with no 

place to hide

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we have nothing to give them

only voices turning away

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aggressive threats, loss of wages

the pressure moves us forward

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their demands unnerving reminders

of our shallow predictive life

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lost in our maze of excuses, anxiety

keeps one up at nightfall

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car lights move on the ceiling 

passing overhead and disappear

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prayers foolish needs answered

with silence

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the truth is never fixed, it wabbles

back and forth until one tries

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to change the legality of bribery

one seeks a positive

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mood even though ones child

goes hungry

 June 16, 2023

lessons lost, time a barrier between 

openness now jealous anger for all 

was to be present with our father of

mysterious hate and a son needing 

to give his life for others that were

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already seeing the best ways to take

money, property and peoples lives

for our journey has its up and downs

but we have one goal in this taking

of others fear that life as we created

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it is without mercy for their are

billions of stragglers dying to bring

forth their madness and hate for other

people trying to fight back against

racists evil as our lives are constant

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loneliness living their doctrine of belief

as our lives are under constant attacks 

as we sink deeper into a phony means of 

escape for our only awareness in this 

catastrophic misguidance is to worship

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only those that we accept for their is 

nothing stopping us from controlling this 

entire mother earth through wealthy 

deceptions of accepting their godly power 

of breaking us into pieces of vulgar faith

June 13, 2023

the wind moves steady 

gaining speed as homes

are destroyed, cars

piling on each other as 

the telephone poles 

break apart as flooding

washes, breaks apart

people trapped without

a means of escape, each

of us have our own ideas

of becoming smarter than

the next person for we

sneak in little steps seeking

the power and money we

are owed, these manipulations

are our normal lives that

hold this corrupt planet of

crooks together, for when

the elites of greed demand

more, more and more property,

more cash, more inner realizations

that the oligarchs are our new 

god's and they want to be 

praised for all the effort they

performed while traveling with

friends on their wonderful

yachts, their islands of peaceful

robber barons for us low lives

are now aware of the hypocrisy

of the wealthy as our saviors

when the truth is they have 

no morals, no desire to help

anyone but themselves for all 

is never enough in their greedy eyes

 July 8, 2023

leave voices screaming

power seeks easy targets

far beyond your little steps

reach outward for a sign

what brings tears to your

eyes, breaks apart those in

prayer, death is the congested

beginnings, thoughts can open 

ones mind or thoughts can 

close ones simple lies, why

do we fear our aging minds

we lose our ability to begin

again stranded without a means

of escape, we have become

shallow minds placated to be

servants of the rich, each day

redundant words, hold us back

from the truth, we are not seeking

power over prayers, the reality

that hinders trying to cut the

forces of evil spreading outward

they move toward all those that

have power over this world

built around perverted gods of

grandeur over innocence each 

searching for a sign of those that

have dead minds just living in

a quagmire of violence and hate

toward anyone perceived different

than those that love conformity, money,

murderous addiction and of course

wars of devilish happiness for

we all know man's truth, killing

is our way toward power over hope 

 June 9, 2023

photography was once a means of 

escaping your dull life, 

making images at first didn't impress

your vision of beauty

but as you emersed yourself into the

focusing of your camera toward

things that caught your idea's as you

began understanding 

possibilities, the separation of your

insights blossoming

becoming insightful, images that

had potential, promise but

didn't have your focused attention

when you saw the beginning

light that began to move over the

landscape that felt like home

as you waited patiently for mother

nature to do her magic as she

kept moving forward and I began

to understand the potential

and where was the best advantage 

point to set up my tripod

you followed nature's lead as you saw

beauty everywhere, rock 

structures as sunset took place and

the colors of the clouds

magnified the beauty before you, and

your patience as you looked 

out over the valley below as mother

nature excepted your presence

for your desires to create a masterpiece

of mountain heights

what beauty, exciting everyone if

you keep alert and use 

your inner intuition to forge ahead in a

wonderland of beautiful 

possibilities, colors of a rainbow over

our beautiful sunset and sunrise

June 3, 2023

The Ending

sitting silent without thoughts

wondering what is a life afraid,

desperation is a word of despair

for these men and women of greed

owning billions of dollars from

people's hard earned income

what glorious thoughts human

have when they have been

born into families that only care

about their stolen fortunes taken

off the backs of those struggling

just to survive in a fearful reality

for those 1% own this spec of 

dust for they think only of themselves

their unwillingness to help, beyond

our broken down mother earth

as we slowly move faster and faster

move surely closer to the cliff of

a lost world with savages murdering

men, women and children all in the

glory of god's rejection of a planet that

has only one goal, vicious cruelty

of human beings that live in despair for

our god is only a wish to believe in, 

when you should believe in yourself not

an illusion of a heavenly father, for our

beliefs for centuries were created by 

powerful wealth to placate the struggling

people caught up in a mirage of a paradise

ready to open once you put cash in the basket

 May 31, 2023

The Coming Despair Of Life

I sit waiting for a response, words

are meaningless without depth of

meaning with a shortened salvation

many believe that truth is nothing

but a personal feeling, a revelation

that honesty is a foolish reality that

holds an understanding for others

to seek not in loud voices on a pulpit

but listening to the boldness of 

someone vision, interfering with the

mind's last supper for life is a means

of escape for even now you are 

demanding a lighter weight of confusion

your heart is losing insight, problems

arise without warning, the loud mouths

enjoying brutal wars for wealth revels

in the Military Industrial Greed having

murdered millions in the name of 

protecting their investments, this

false witness the united states of

greed by the 1% for they lie like

children trying to ease out of the

steeling of children's food, they 

hide and threaten anyone trying to

upset their sociopathic minds with

wars, violence, murder, storms, earth-

quakes, fires, floods and on and on

for these violent acts are normal for

casual murderers that love to see 

people running for their lives, for 

the rich are always ready to play 

without feeling guilty while once again

the young must focus their attention 

by making sure their feet are ready

to run to daddy because someone 

made him/her feel guilty for all these

crooks are nervous wrecks as one 

trying to eliminate the only means of

escape for the workers must respect

and adore our money as we sip wine

with our elites of vice and murderous intent

May 29, 2023

what is your life purpose

how do you explain your

inconsistencies

when a job comes up you

back away incomplete

truth is a methodical  

conditioned response

to exploit those that doubt

their existence

your inner thoughts lost

in an angry mind

determined to ruin those

in need of food and shelter

we know the screams of

pain, a loss of ones inability

to express to those of greed

and evil hate that mother

earth is burning because of the

cruel oligarchs worldwide

a planet is a spec of dust

in a vast universe always

spreading out guiding this

ship to be careful when 

landing in this unique perspective

by others willing to kill for pleasure

 May 27, 2023

the why of living without

a parachute, each step we

take, every breath we inhale

begins another journey into

a jungle of wars, there is no

escape from battles fought

and lost, the generals do what

they are told, for wealth is the

power that dominates our lives

jeopardizing our future hopes

for these rich are addicted to

profits, the oligarchs could 

care less if the soldiers die

in a bloody merciless death,

your families devastated for

what, all the rulers of richness

want to know is how much do

I get off our brutality, the 

viscous killing of innocence

by the bombing of cities for 

what do they know but showing

off their power using death

squads to finish off those brutally

for wealth, in the screams of despair

May 26, 2023

Religion doesn't make you a good

person, it can't elevate your mind

above the masses, no one can free

the gravitational pull of physical

doubt, religion controls your avarice

ways which brings you to a semblance

of niceties but their is always an 

underlining question that muddles

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your inner demands and creates for

those around you a maddening glimmer

of obsessive control that puts you so

above the fools of vicious power that

believe in god's hands and not your

own, the bible always by their side, 

you left your eyes closed for jesus

was just a man dying for our sins of

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greed and hate as smog, tornados, 

hurricanes, floods, vicious rains, 

wars, murdering of innocence, all 

for profits and nothing more, as we

lose ourselves in the blessing of the

church as the father guides his 

congregation to their wooden seats

your smile is not warm or taken as

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a smirk, the parishioners know your

aggressive nature, a stance of your

childhood being used by teachers 

and priests high up the chain of 

power over children raped for their

pleasure, amen a prayer is used to

cleanse them of their evil, you are

ignored in a comfortable manner as

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you move back to the waiting room

for your time will soon come to collect

coins and dollars in a basket from

people that believe they have morals

and ethics but in truth they have an

internal clock that demands god's

perfect self-giving to the church their

hard earned work for in this reality

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we have been chosen to enter in

your solemn truth that human beings 

are animals just like any other creature

on this planet sharing with others 

your unimaginably belief in god's 

power of forgiveness and priest 

blessing with an angry outburst with

the threat of hell and your obsessive

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privilege of knowing you are one of

the chosen few to bring death to this

planet with a blessing from evil, amen!

 

May 30, 2023

aging trees, loss of leaves 

commercial ads looking for

suckers to buy products they

will never use, aging a series

of missteps at someone else's

party, we look for inspiration

that last unprepared for we seek

something concrete, firm and 

knowable without others telling

you what you need to do to make

an impact on lives already drained

of money, friends, neighbors, traffic

and the continuation of pollution

in our faucets, lakes, rivers, oceans

and ignored by our us government 

for they are beholding to the wealthy

that own our politician, these brown

noses making it look like they are

fighting for the middle class, where

we are still getting our lives taken

and this goes for the poor around

 

the world as well but in reality they

feed us peanuts for we are being 

destroyed by greedy minds as the

rich get richer stealing and murdering 

innocent men, women and children as

all of us get poorer by the hour, each

day becomes a population of humans

struggling just to pay rent and feeding

their children what kind of a god would 

allow this to be a constant destruction 

of our lives for their selfish desires