August 31, 2023

the possible ideas when young

now lost in the haze of growing

older without a firm understanding

of what is now lost, as one loses

 

his/her ability to take what you

thought was yours when young

moving forward with your individuality

your insight into a reality now

abandoned as one is forced to work

in jobs with no future, low pay and

hateful people in your same boat

which makes working with these

 

corrupt excuses, why you feel lessened

in your aging from your young ideas

seeking once again your original 

thoughts about an inner revelation of

ideas ready to be heard and made

beyond those that have no future,

no openness to feel their inner

mind's needs to express ones own

personal thoughts, now there is no

openness you feel you are fighting with

words with no depth as the rich realized

centuries ago that they are the chosen

 

ones for what is an ideal to work towards

not just repeated words, sentences that 

break apart ones longing for truth

August 29, 2023

loud voices attacking innocence for

killing now is the great american way

profits are their golden dreams for now

we the wealthy love money especially

taking profits away from those trying to

make a living and keeping ones head above

the turbulent rushing water over flowing

ones ability to open your eyes to the

wonder of our lives drowning in sorrow as

our planet begins its destructive nature

as one senses those willing to sacrifice

lives for the 1% drooling when making 

others broken, dissatisfied without a means

of escape from the coming treacherous nature

that will destroy without thinking for this

mother earth needs a new beginning 

August 24, 2023

deep emotions alone speak genuine truth

with outcasts of our redundant and herded

thoughts as we move each day along the

Oregon trail hoping for an uplifting revelation

of someone more or something better, in

this corral of live stock waiting to be split

apart from the constant pressure of a

individual performance, a reality where by

looking good is half the battle in winning

the war of debauchery without guilt

the falsity of our lives, the willingness to let

criminals reign supreme over our absent 

voices of protests for nature is desperate

to just be seen not heard or destroyed

as wealth already has destroyed this planet,

mother earth disgusted with the treatment

of her world for our lives, also being dismantled

stripped of any personal foundation of safety

just human beings desperate for any kind 

of attention as if that can change your life to 

be who you were meant to become no one

destined to be anyone but the riche's lacky

doing like he or she has been told 

we will rise in glory, the only problem is there

will be a decent into hell rule, and "love thy

neighbor as thyself," is only words without

meaning for human nature stands alone waiting

to overcome their poverty brought to them

from the robber barons from centuries ago,

bye, bye you hot tomfoolery, I hope you get a 

good night roasting which you know is yours

August 22, 2023

the good times of children, always

outside running, laughing and

playing hide and seek, each new

adventure made us stronger

to explore our neighborhood and

making new friends, there is

nothing better being a child when

you have life's up and downs

but your inner circle, those that

have always been their to help

fight or even find another worthy

of friendship with those that are 

a lot like you, your childhood is

when you feel the seasons and

want to move deeper into fall,

then winter, enjoying mother

nature and her beauty as you

get older and begin your transition

to an older teen soon to be in

college and as your friends head

toward their schools of choice

you will always remember their

friendship with each other and will

always try to call or visit, for your

early life with those of beautiful

ideas always strong and determined

to reach their individual life goals

August 20, 2023

the mindless redundant motion

heavy weighted prayers sinking

you deep into expectations

order now little jesus as a young

boy, sold to the public to make

money off their parishioners beliefs

selling you a product, jesus of

nazareth as a god like presence

all opening your pockets to give

to the church of sinners

waiting 2,000 thousand years to 

forgive mankind's infinite sins

of murder, rape, robbery, pollution,

taking land that is not their own

then destroying indigenous tribes

land as if they were the owners

and then using these human beings

as slaves to the power and greed

of ordinary, brutal, jealous, corrupted

egos seeking praise for their hard work

of destroying families, mother's, daughter's

and father's living in their own land 

August 14, 2023

the openness of dreams dying

in subconscious lies, in details

of gods and treasures giving

us stories and treacheries, the

character of the inner soul in

its infinite possibilities limits

itself not to go deeper into a

darkened room without hope,

remember these voices, these

inner moments connecting your

stiffness of ideas in a consciousness

uneasy with the choices needed to

be made into possibilities that once

seemed infinite now being removed

one at a time, an uneasiness with

choices that will be denied since 

your youth is no longer needed in

dreams unused, your conditioned

life, a maze of false witness for

you to expect less of your illusions

in a response seen through the eyes

of your parents, all feeding your 

head with their possibilities when

you need to just relax and be present,

for your intuitive purpose will guide 

you to your artistic possibilities

 August 13, 2023

Photography

The landscape begins to change, seasons

natural progression as we say goodby to our

winter year as we seek comfort in our presence 

in our own images taken in ice cold landscapes

Nature begins to warm as we enter in our

natural environment knowing that what you

perceive as you hike in sunlight immersing

yourself into a wonderful landscape with so

Many possibilities, this beauty in nature brings

forth your immediate desire to stop and make

images you seen internally present and externally

as the light changes and brings forth an angle

Of view that enhances your vision to begin

setting up your equipment, being present with your 

senses in full awareness allows you to be yourself 

and create photographs that are part of your intuitive 

Nature your inner, voice speaking a language only you 

feel, that their is a presence in the beauty of sight

seeing, it is an intense understanding of nature

and that you must relax and seek in glorious

Light your coming photograph, your subjects 

change for light is picky when it knows what

you need, your inner vision begins to arrange

in, the external physicalness of being arranged

In a composition that is unique through your

photographic eye and no one else's, your being

present in the now moments means you are 

focused and you have discovered a uniqueness,

A visual perception only you could see, the 

unfolding of your inner world, your vision 

becoming a physical presence for others to feel

August 11, 2023

when do we find our truth of being free

from the confinement of ones existence

through catholic schools that teach

redundancy of faith with a thick wooden 

paddle used to straighten out those that

have not accepted our lord, jesus, christ

and his apostles with words that are

arranged and put in bibles in order to move

the children, teens, young adults and

grown ups to praise an invisible master

that is silent without a means of

communication for all of us have been

conditioned to believe in a heaven and

hell accepting the fact that paradise

is only words in a book to placate the

population to wait until the god's raise

them up to a cloud for your hard money

which goes to the church of greedy

minds, the vatican is where people's

income, in our history, has always been 

stored, for the church is selfish, fighting

to see who will be the next god, our

pope when we know the falsehood of the

churches priests raping boys and girls 

then telling them it is god's way of

showing his sexual desires and then

finally a revelation that these ministers

of god's invisible work is a facade for

satan, our true god of evil hate as this

world dies as mother nature decides

enough is enough, lets begin again

 

 August 9, 2023

what can I do to release the demon

inside all of us, breaking them apart 

so their return is forbidden, for these

underworld, unholy satanism, a

demonic created reality will not suffice

the energetic mind seeking more

from the greyness of minds anger

stuck in one lost roll of evil deeds

of their misery, a presentation seeking

a purpose of revenge for those that

doubted their evil ways,

 

we are sieged from within by intuition

and not by simple analysis for what

we want is already present but it will

only wait if one leans toward the right

insightful perplexity of becoming your

truth, unblemished with doubt for one

knows his life was never real but a 

mirage of openness and preceptive 

certainty, direct your intentions inward

to contemplate your dreams physically

calling you to intercept lies

I perceive a crust solidified on a 

shallow surface for all the doubts

monopolizing your future which

come to this deceitful reality from

the material world of greed and

power for the few that take and take

without caring for the children 

suffering without food, starving on

a planet once full of life now dying

as mother nature decides to stop

the madness of the rich,

your memories attach themselves 

to these moments anew and drive

these to overwhelm your purpose to

serve only one, be aware of the

tricksters mind, the coy smile, the

flattering words and then draw your

limits and undermine their lies with

your truths

what you are not seeing or feeling

in this polluted and destructive greed

where inside is your inability to 

coordinate your desires to realize

fears and your eventual separation

from others that have hate as their

motivation solid in your natural force

 August 10, 2023

Peter Galassi, "as up rooting an ordinary

fact or incident from it's expected spatial

or narrative contest, thus releasing a hidden

poetic force,"

Peter Galassi explains, "that this is true of 

all photographers because they are always

details, framed and dismembered from the

world at large."

If you begin to change your focus in a scene,

a new thought begins its journey toward a

promising expression of your inner world

as you move toward a possibility of creating 

a wonderful sunrise as mother nature seems

to be smiling at your visual expression 

becoming a wonderful landscape filled with

beauty but most of all you allowed your

first decision to stop because you felt that 

there were better experiences waiting for

you as you slowly opened your mind to this

wonderland of great and dramatic beauty

 

 

 August 5, 2023

feeling the nasty thoughts

of the tyrant, his devious

emotions, habits of external

lust seeing others suffer 

because of your cold actions

beginning to dominate this world

of hypocrisy and murderous

violence, we are bound to our 

perceptions in memories seeking 

a cohesive disguise of insignificant 

praise, in our confused reality with 

ideas reaping those that fall without 

hope of breaking free from a racists

network of misrepresentation of

lives brutalized by narrow minds words

twisted feelings elusive, seeking an

-----

end to the accumulation of extended

time repeating ones external

misinterpretations of one's freedom

now being attacked by exploitation of

ones soul ready to open in a world 

falling backward into our violent early,

aggressive brutalities just for kicks

for we haven't made much progress

as the centuries slide by and we 

contain ourselves with voices in

youth making disgusting, boasting

of ones ability to beat up someone

that was just looking for friendship  

not antagonism by those of hateful 

ill-fitting learning in homes of

dominant anger, hateful minds for

------

those that are different but human

beings too, our past, our future 

attacked not by those that need

to help others but those that have

developed into their sociopathic, 

monstrous, gaudy wealth they stole 

from the very beginning of this time 

soon to end as the world decides enough 

is enough, our inner life unrolling like 

a metal coil as one feels himself gradually

falling apart, an end to his burdened

role as those still demanding justice for

those that have been brutalized and left

fighting for food for his/her family starving