May 31, 2023

The Coming Despair Of Life

I sit waiting for a response, words

are meaningless without depth of

meaning with a shortened salvation

many believe that truth is nothing

but a personal feeling, a revelation

that honesty is a foolish reality that

holds an understanding for others

to seek not in loud voices on a pulpit

but listening to the boldness of 

someone vision, interfering with the

mind's last supper for life is a means

of escape for even now you are 

demanding a lighter weight of confusion

your heart is losing insight, problems

arise without warning, the loud mouths

enjoying brutal wars for wealth revels

in the Military Industrial Greed having

murdered millions in the name of 

protecting their investments, this

false witness the united states of

greed by the 1% for they lie like

children trying to ease out of the

steeling of children's food, they 

hide and threaten anyone trying to

upset their sociopathic minds with

wars, violence, murder, storms, earth-

quakes, fires, floods and on and on

for these violent acts are normal for

casual murderers that love to see 

people running for their lives, for 

the rich are always ready to play 

without feeling guilty while once again

the young must focus their attention 

by making sure their feet are ready

to run to daddy because someone 

made him/her feel guilty for all these

crooks are nervous wrecks as one 

trying to eliminate the only means of

escape for the workers must respect

and adore our money as we sip wine

with our elites of vice and murderous intent

May 29, 2023

what is your life purpose

how do you explain your

inconsistencies

when a job comes up you

back away incomplete

truth is a methodical  

conditioned response

to exploit those that doubt

their existence

your inner thoughts lost

in an angry mind

determined to ruin those

in need of food and shelter

we know the screams of

pain, a loss of ones inability

to express to those of greed

and evil hate that mother

earth is burning because of the

cruel oligarchs worldwide

a planet is a spec of dust

in a vast universe always

spreading out guiding this

ship to be careful when 

landing in this unique perspective

by others willing to kill for pleasure

 May 27, 2023

the why of living without

a parachute, each step we

take, every breath we inhale

begins another journey into

a jungle of wars, there is no

escape from battles fought

and lost, the generals do what

they are told, for wealth is the

power that dominates our lives

jeopardizing our future hopes

for these rich are addicted to

profits, the oligarchs could 

care less if the soldiers die

in a bloody merciless death,

your families devastated for

what, all the rulers of richness

want to know is how much do

I get off our brutality, the 

viscous killing of innocence

by the bombing of cities for 

what do they know but showing

off their power using death

squads to finish off those brutally

for wealth, in the screams of despair

May 26, 2023

Religion doesn't make you a good

person, it can't elevate your mind

above the masses, no one can free

the gravitational pull of physical

doubt, religion controls your avarice

ways which brings you to a semblance

of niceties but their is always an 

underlining question that muddles

------ 

your inner demands and creates for

those around you a maddening glimmer

of obsessive control that puts you so

above the fools of vicious power that

believe in god's hands and not your

own, the bible always by their side, 

you left your eyes closed for jesus

was just a man dying for our sins of

-----

greed and hate as smog, tornados, 

hurricanes, floods, vicious rains, 

wars, murdering of innocence, all 

for profits and nothing more, as we

lose ourselves in the blessing of the

church as the father guides his 

congregation to their wooden seats

your smile is not warm or taken as

-----

a smirk, the parishioners know your

aggressive nature, a stance of your

childhood being used by teachers 

and priests high up the chain of 

power over children raped for their

pleasure, amen a prayer is used to

cleanse them of their evil, you are

ignored in a comfortable manner as

-----

you move back to the waiting room

for your time will soon come to collect

coins and dollars in a basket from

people that believe they have morals

and ethics but in truth they have an

internal clock that demands god's

perfect self-giving to the church their

hard earned work for in this reality

-----

we have been chosen to enter in

your solemn truth that human beings 

are animals just like any other creature

on this planet sharing with others 

your unimaginably belief in god's 

power of forgiveness and priest 

blessing with an angry outburst with

the threat of hell and your obsessive

----- 

privilege of knowing you are one of

the chosen few to bring death to this

planet with a blessing from evil, amen!

 

May 30, 2023

aging trees, loss of leaves 

commercial ads looking for

suckers to buy products they

will never use, aging a series

of missteps at someone else's

party, we look for inspiration

that last unprepared for we seek

something concrete, firm and 

knowable without others telling

you what you need to do to make

an impact on lives already drained

of money, friends, neighbors, traffic

and the continuation of pollution

in our faucets, lakes, rivers, oceans

and ignored by our us government 

for they are beholding to the wealthy

that own our politician, these brown

noses making it look like they are

fighting for the middle class, where

we are still getting our lives taken

and this goes for the poor around

 

the world as well but in reality they

feed us peanuts for we are being 

destroyed by greedy minds as the

rich get richer stealing and murdering 

innocent men, women and children as

all of us get poorer by the hour, each

day becomes a population of humans

struggling just to pay rent and feeding

their children what kind of a god would 

allow this to be a constant destruction 

of our lives for their selfish desires

 

 May 18, 2023

there are no means of escaping your

life determined by those in greedy

power, what is it you want to accomplish

now before these crooks of ungodly 

wealth demand more and more of your

income for these robbers of your lively

hood you made now, have to take steps 

backward as your jobs are folding away

and the mega rich are laying off

employes by the thousands as the greedy

realize that in order to keep this great

country of our lust we must bring out

our police, our military, our politicians

forward to protect our profits and our

lands we stole from the broken farmers

as the climate went as we planned, we

must praise our lackies for their outstanding

determination to undermine any new

monies going out to the poor and middle

class, while violence explodes over the 

great u.s.a. murders exploding all over 

this broken world, as innocent people men

women and children are caught in between

the violent fight for power, these demonic

animals, so called manly with their weapons

of catastrofic violence which the psychopaths

enjoy, the brutality of murdering people 

at random for then they feel their power

over others caught in the mayhem of anger

and hate toward anyone different from what 

they represent powerful crooks wanting 

to be gods of this planet and enjoy the

viciousness for we are the aggressive animals

taking what we want and deserve for we

attack with vengeance for our love of violence

April 27, 2023

your hands busy cleaning off the

wonderful excrement of ones

disastrous means of escaping

those around you, moving your

mind into darkened light, hearing

screaming and yelling without a

means of caring, oh tortuous

soul unknown to oneself seeking

others that believe we are all one

creation without an opening of

your mind to see the real reality

created by the 1% to contain and

abuse those of silent hopes

that can be easily manipulated

without screams of loss, a pride

once respected now with wilted

fork tongues you rise to your

rightful place your voice in anger

and hopes not lost for one must

respect a man that finds others 

of no honesty for everything is a

separation from each other as we 

shrink into a mystery of one's only

life disintegrating, watching them

our inner tortuous narrow eyes

seeking another means of escape

 

 May 15, 2023

the lesson was learned the more you fight

criminal minds the more you loose your footing

and go off course as you transfer your mental 

will power into a means of escaping your present

fears, as you demand a role to play in this corrupt

business, this tower of babel that profits off 

the poor working two, three jobs just to break even, 

your only demand now is to grow your business

as you ignore old friends, they too struggling to

make a living and breaking apart as money flows

upward into the greedy hands of wealth, while

you become addicted to corruption, your power

now performing wonders as small businesses

go bankrupt and workers end up on the street

cold and begging for food and a place to stay

all this cruelty, their means of profit for you

are blessed by the holy father of greed and 

your acceptance into the 1% of our ruling power

and as the middle class evaporates for all of

us our slaves to minds addicted to murderous

wars for profits and their golden cow human slaves

 May 14, 2023

forgetting mindless expressions of the

hour glass emptying its salty breath

little walks with dog in tow, we talk

but never end the words forced to retreat

the arguments excretion in a variety of

depths, it seems that one of us is accused

of deeds done for loving careless ideals

with emotions of obsessive truths forgotten

let us remain still without purpose, our

voices silent, the only sound the breeze

in the blossoming cherry tree, a feeling

of freedom, but in reality we are aggressive

animals, our dinner now on trays watching

tv our minds memory searching for those

days of joy being with each other longing

for the night to blossom embracing each

other in the newness of life together with

all our might saturated in the ring of loves

tightening grip let us retreat beyond the 

sympathetic eyes with a more natural place,

a place where we share our diminishing

facades, yet know ourselves as one

with each other with no thoughtless

repetitive words between our shared love

May 14, 2023

the velocity of wealth's reign

after our climate around the

world is destroying farm lands

and leaving the people with

hunger, poverty, and death 

without any help from their

leaders of deceit, homes and

lives lost as our climate begins 

its movement to destroy the 1%

and their lackey's taking money, 

never giving cash to people that 

need it the most with no livelihood

putting down the ladder of success 

barely living a life with their kids 

starving as the rich keep on

mutilating mother earth for profits

only, listen these crooks of greedy 

minds already have their escape plans,

lands they bought that have a better

chance of survival, while the rest of the

population, quickly feel the raw hate toward

other human beings, toward human's by 

the violent storms, the floods, the broken 

apart cities all being destroyed by mother 

nature, and military madness, an earth that 

would love to start over with a true god not 

these destroying gluttonous, power of the 

rich's imbecilic thinking they are our new 

saviors of destruction, hells loving territory 

murdering innocent lives for the money only

as human screams of violence and desire

to attack with vengeance, with hate killing

each other as the true guilty lay back and

enjoy their power over others without any 

fear of retribution

 

 

 -
 

March 14, 2023

the calling's came with fear

voices screaming in violent 

confusion, for angers 

complexity demanded 

a forceful revenge

each moment as you get 

older is ignored, your 

purpose given but you feel

less than before just like 

a child you dreamed of power

why is there so much hate in

this world, so much terror

brought to bare with open

arms that demand, want evil

to rule all with a caring smile

 

we look to a god of hope to

save us even though we were 

born alone, cried alone and felt 

as we aged a loss of ones freedom,

if we slow down in our thoughts

open our eyes to the brutality of

wealth taking but never giving

maybe we could join forces with

open minds and open hearts

for we must bring and ending to

these thieves of blind lust for money

their facade of goody two shoes

for the rich could care less about dying

children, for profits are their only goal

for why should they care about humanity

 

for they are humanity in their bold robbery

of the poor peoples hard earned money,

greed for these men and women of wealth

have focus and their egos pretend to be

good and loving people as evil multiplies

May 15, 2023

the void between you and others expanding,

time a false witness each second a motion

of aging without a direction to believe in

for our redundancy is a sacrament of defeat

as one must enter the priests holy rituals

------

a belief that god's children are worth forgiving

their sins of violence spreading through out

the world as climate erupts destroying mother

earth and yet the greedy mind still demands

the money they never earned but stole

-----

the lies darken, the mind perplexed, 

stagnate air echoing as one listens to the

screams of those without hope, each

moment once a joy now a barbaric release

of anger, a crucifixion of those demanding

-----

justice by being put in shallow graves,

the redundancy of words, their ritual disguise a

slow death for those seeking an open freedom

to be and say what one feels, there are no

orderly means of escaping for you are forced

-----

to fight for your life trying to separate yourself 

from those of absolute demonic hate toward

anyone interfering with their plans to strip

this world of its beauty, destroying this planet

for profit over human beings, for their killing 

------

for money is their addiction, their power god

and these men and women of greed and

wealth love to see the people suffering for

their brutal ownership of this dying planet

May 10, 2023

 

the crashing of ones delicate openness,

meanings evaporate taken as sinful acts  

of a god's created facade a lingering of

realizations of motives dissecting your

mental makeup, are we doomed to

failure with a mysterious voice claiming

his demanding greed for power is more

important than caring for others, each

of us have a choice from our youth how

we should act, what friends we need that

can accumulate a large populace that will

believe they are the chosen few, demanding

others worship their wealth, their greed,  

their homes, their monstrous cruise ships

while this world falls apart by the gluttony

of these false prophets as homes fall

with floods gaining speed, the air pollution

killing men, women and children, wars 

grow with more and more violence created

in the hate of others, these animals that have

only one goal more and more power over

human beings slowly being turned into 

nothings without hope of stability for 

centuries and still do, this world crumbling 

and people are expendable without ever realizing 

their predicament, just workers without a role, 

without any hope of resurrection

 

May 9, 2023

why do we seek to become someone else,

a facade to hide your true character, a

torturous means of escape without hope

as noisy voices demanding their fare share

of money to launder as the wealthy believe

they are the true frame work of a fixed 

created means to become more than just

flesh and bone without disturbing their

power to exploit anyone that interferes

with their evil, greedy minds seeking

business that will exploit and destroy

families that see no future in their lives

as prices rise and the powerful elites

love to feel the fear in others for they 

are powerless and easily exploited

May 7, 2023

my mind is a powerful means of escape

into the world of truth that dissects the

difference between openness and words 

spoken to undermine ones ability to open

minds to the mouse trap of wealth and the

bought politicians, brown noses always

praying that the elites will call them to do

the dirty deeds for cash, breaking apart

the truth of our criminal government using

propaganda to hide their truth of greed as

they are given billions by our wonderful

elected officials that could care less about

their constituents, we have no excuse for

we accept the dirty steeling of our lives,

our homes, our low paying jobs, for the true 

money only goes in one direction up the

ladder of greedy off shore accounts, these

madmen, selfish egoistical barbarians have

their dirty hands in our lives lying about their

openness to give higher pay to those in

financial dismay but that is an untruth

for the rich pretend to give and care for

these fools that believe their god will 

come to save them by doing what they ask,

dirty preachers in cahoots with the 1%

while people are on the verge of mental

breakdowns for all life is a scam, a facade

of importance, where, in our changing

disastrous reality, a constant bait and

switch from these amoral minds, for all of us  

have the potential to seek a better life that 

will allow you freedom of choice and not this

crazy belief that these criminal minds care

May 5, 2023

moments unique, your past a robust dissolving

future, always present, nonsense defines

voices out of tune, without a base of hope,

the decline of acceptance of ones given gifts

as the atmosphere desires more from its earthy

partners, your story created before your voice 

spoke, your natural persona a lessening of

guilt, the dull thickness of ones lost hope, 

extreme motives demanded in classified

space, our vision without thoughts, one loses

humanities values, promises arise in shady

mouths lessening your chance of possibilities

weeping minds assume martyred wings,

value resides in the duration of ones similar

acts, resilient beams of excessive lightness

we lose our sight with empty words spoken

in haste, we don't listen to our determined will 

in their reality just as our inner ideas evaporate

 

 May 3, 2023

using words that represent 

nothing but lies

each motion excites for

all are caught in a maze

without the ability to

escape for we have

been conditioned to accept

our lives with no hope of

a priest man god looking down

from his heavenly throne

knowing that all reality is an

illusion, an absence of self

a fixed voice praising wealth

as the one and only that 

own this mother earth as our

paradise explodes sending

realities destructive nature

losses, earth once beautiful

but now in the hands of the 

elite that worship only money

they take from the pay checks

of the weak and poor as voices

begin to rise and demand a new

beginning, a reality of hope