May 6, 2019

The image present in the environment is not real, your interest in this particular field of sensory data is your inner vision eliminating the contraband of the landscape that are not part of your unique perception.  You are becoming selective in your photographic expression, listening to your intuition, seeing deeper into the external reality realizing this outer realm is not your reality for you see through your own inner sight, realizing you are now able to see in a unique visual sensation, by being present in this moment and not taking images because of a memory or a visual copy of something you saw before. Your unique vision is becoming a revelation in the external world of your inner being.

Your visual sensations are only a reflection, these visions have the making of a unique personality but it is a copy of your internal self projected outward that provides the authenticity of your inner expressions.

And even then your transition from your inner perspective to outer form is still not a representation of self but only details arranged that were perceived and made valuable by the composition of the outer reality that surrounds you. No one can really see your inner world without a visual artist projecting herself/himself beyond the tethers of personal confinement. 

You must fight through the conformity of beings herded together, labeled and accepting of their unrelenting conformity to dull ideas and perceptions that claim them and not vise-versa. Their perceptions are dull mimicking of someone elses vision. They are afraid to step beyond their neatly settled intellect that has them on a short rope of confining thoughts and simple repetitions.

To express your inner self takes courage and the ability to see past the nay sayers and to evolve through your inner core feelings and ideas, to experiment with and try all avenues that will lead you closer to your own individual style.

You must shed your ego and its ability to deceive you into believing your talent is rich with individuality when you haven't yet experienced the full impact of intuitive perceptions.

The intellect likes unity in perceptions not a unique view of the world. The intellect likes redundancy and repetition for it hates to have to think for itself and become something more than just a recording but an actual individual self.

Don't be fooled by your first learning impressions, in youth and later in work, of the structured reality we live in today. 

Fear reins supreme in the greed fest we live in today. The insatiable appetite to control the worlds viewpoint by wealth for the wealthy. Our lives not our own. We are told what to feel and what to become. Not our own uniqueness but instead a pawn in someone elses game of take and control.  Confusion is a hallmark of the intellect's manipulation and it affects ones perception of the world and how you perceive yourself in it.

We lie on the surface of our expressions, limiting us to repeat what has already been deemed worthy and has been copied billions of times each day, each second.  Don't believe in yourself but an outside force of corruption and greed.

You must strengthen your inner being to fight the powerful forces of imitation. Seeking your unique perspective takes a deep seeded need to be yourself and a deep faith that what you are creating in your visual art is unique, it is you uniting your inner world with the outer world. And in that unity you will find balance.

For to be your own person you must claim yourself and your own unique artistic expression.

You must fight off the controlling voices trying to over analyze each work of art as if it was on an operating room table being dissected for no other purpose than for the ego of the critics. Ignore those that want everything to conform to a simple equation of follow the leader.

You must work hard to have a unique vision where others appreciate it or not. You create because you have an inner drive to see yourself externalized and not for the purpose of approval. When you make a photograph with substantial uniqueness then you have found a focus that slows down the flow of time and makes you aware of the myriad of possibilities present but you see with determination, of insight and you begin focusing your attention on the details of the scene that represented your internal intuition, that made a connection with your subject, that allowed you to perceive the important details in the scene that expressed your visual purpose.

We seek our reflections in society, the in-crowd, a popularity contest being scene but not represented.  We imitate what we desire, what we think will become our true existence, our true personality, our truth.

The snap shot becoming art. A moment of reflection in a scene we passed without any thought of becoming deeply connected with the external influence of a mobile reality constantly in flux. We don’t see beyond the created structure that determines our factual existence. 

We adapt our senses to conform to the existing formula's of living in someone elses present moments, forced to anticipate our actions in a ritual of repeating motions, feelings and dull inner values and we call this movement in time our reality in a constant quagmire but we try and tame it, control it and thus become a pawn in a bad play with our words dictated to us without the freedom of a unique thought and an original expression of our truthful presence.

We are fearful of our potential. Afraid of what we will create. Our potential never realized because we accepted our physical presence as a means of success. We lost contact with our intuitive-self that demanded a strong voice from our inner being to overcome the demanding voice of the herds mentality. Living in fear of our uniqueness we stumbled and accepted the unimportance of our individual life so we buried our faith in ourselves for the meaningless dribble of medias hideous distractions.