November 23, 2018

We seek ourselves objectified. We want to become in life a symbol of our interior nature so others can see our true being. But as we know this is an impossibility. Our true being is always transforming with the day to day, minute by minute sights and sounds of our shared reality. But more importantly with acknowledging our inner landscape, we can explore our unique perspective on the flowing atoms of existence.

To show who you think you are action is required. You are not a fad, a smile, a haircut etc... You are an intuitive being seeking to externalize your inner sight. Conflict between your inner self and outer physical history is just that, your inner, true intuitive self fighting with the structured existence of a world in the stranglehold of consumerism, a new capitalism which demands their dispassionate profit, taking from the herded consumer their individuality forcing them into roles of conformity.  In this way the masses are easier led to the their feeding trough of material space. 

We are easily led by fads and copycat moods of behavior allowing our heard instinct to dictate to us who we really are not. We are not here in life to copycat others. We are here to express our own dynamic inner being. And in this expressing of our inner perspective we find our individual uniqueness and are not easily shaded by imitations of glamorous success.

Social media has allowed us to transition from personal to social in an increasing intrusive environment. We are addicted to the anticipation, the excitement of our being viewed in an analogous way. We can present a facade to our followers and then become a transitional personality that is not us but driven by the absolute need to be wanted and liked through view counts. To be accepted is the god of social media. We don't receive this acknowledgement in our physical externality. Our facade is just another human being lost in the anthills underground structure, alone and unnoticed.  But once we have the ability to present ourselves anonymously to eyes longing like ours to be seen and heard then we have a means and a platform to become what ever they want, good or bad. 

Inner life taken away in the belief of exterior happiness.  The facades we build to impress the theater of greedy eyes is not becoming but a betrayal of your unique vision. Listen to your inner turmoil. Begin the unravelling of the structured existence you were raised in. Your doubts are a created necessity of conformity. Your life is now a narrowing of possibilities. Standing alone one feels the desperate need for inclusion. We bend to the need to be accepted. We leave a life of our truth for the safety of imitation.

Image creation of a person can define him for all his life and beyond in a certain light and because of the finality of the image created the subject in the photo is seen forever as the true individual representation of his nature, his existence is now defined and locked in by a simple snap shot of a split second moment unrelated to his future progress. We don't see in this temporary moment any depth of character but a charade a pose a playful act of a want to be. But not the person's true self his/her inner character.

They only describe us in a millisecond of time, in a space given to us by our physical presence and it represents nothing but a moment, an action, a mood that will soon pass. It doesn't represent something authentic, a defining moment of ones life but a moment captured that will never happen again, like the photo and in this it is a mere split second reality that now becomes postulated as a real revelation of your inner self. 

Your internal self is known only by you. And to express it it will take an effort of deep thoughts that can give you a passion for your calling and the knowledge that your images are unique only to you and no one else.  These images are your way of externalizing your inner world.  


And to express your true self it will take a herculean effort to focus your intuition in your being and allow your inner world to be presented to an outer hurricane of motives, distractions and power over your mental makeup. 

To become yourself you must fight through the avarice, the enticements to move to a more complacent nature and be instituted by labels as just another worker and never to thrive on your own originality, your individuality. 

To become your truth you must focus through the trillions of distractions overwhelming our senses and in mental determination find your inner spark and grasp it and develop it and become what you were born to be.

Can we ultimately know ourselves in perfect harmony?  I don't know. But we must journey to our core intuitions and become a unique living part of this infinite universe.

The reality we are in on this earth is never the same moment to moment. 

Change is the continuous revelation of self.  We are in constant flux and constant ignorance to our true powers of perception. We must still these moments with intuitive force to find our truth in a mirage of an other's dominating demands.

We are trapped in sensory charades not of our making. To create our own unique self is the ultimate victory over the dribble of  imitating fads of their controlling structured illusions.