March 27, 2018
"If you want to see it direct, do not think about it, you will miss it, it is all together missed, " Tao-Wu
To really see one must let go of preconceptions. We can't afford words creating barriers to our seeing. We must move beyond the created vocabulary of structured existence.
An existence that levels the majority to think right by words as symbols of control. That define for us our likes and dislikes. We have to open ourselves, our minds to the external world not as it is but as we perceive it in our own inner, special way.
Conformity is relying on other thoughts to dictate to you what is good and what is bad. We must take the controlling words of tyrants and deliver them on to the dump heap of structured greed. What we visualize as a subject will become our subject. We just have to be aware of its presence by opening our minds to the fluidity of perceptions. Don't get lost in the main stream of careless motion but relax take your intuitive sight to calm the restless wandering eye and focus on an idea or composition that is unique to you and you alone.
How many times have you been out taking snap shots of anything and everything and then suddenly your focus becomes direct and your inner perspective alerts you that if you wait in the present moment something will come to you that makes the scene you were passing worth your wait.
We must never outgrow our childhood perceptions. But we must outgrow are conditioned mind. A mind that insists on instinctive surface reactions and the mechanical need to perform in like manner with everybody else. We have our conditioned manners, our perceptions are for ease of motion in a habitat we all share. If we were not so trained then mayhem would ensue and the community we live in would be destroyed.
There is at the core intelligence the history of mind growth that relied for it's survival on repetitive acts that created protection from the elements.
It is a struggle to see the importance of reversing some of the conditioning in order to fulfill your own unique vision.
When I was a young boy and we would travel, I would stare out the window at the scenery and also study the motion of the roadside. I was fascinated by the blur of colors close to the car and how the landscape stabilized when I looked further outward. I was willing to accept the speed and blur and create in my mind images of the flowing perceptions.
In the moving tide of foreground and background I would see a rush of green and then a gap of brown and then green again. These colors were an abstract tapestry of nature. I would play with the motion of the car by looking ahead and seeing an interesting subject coming at us fast and I would isolate that image from the background and focus just on its characteristics. I would be unknowingly creating mind pictures of placement and composition by putting the subject in a new landscape a new surrounding.
In order to perceive your own reality, creating subjects that connect with your developing vision it is important to perceive your subject in time but not with your intelligence but rather with your intuition. Strengthening your intuition will improve your childhood perspective and allow you to enhance your ability to focus without interruptions of the intelligence demanding you move on to something new. By connecting deeply with your subject you don't need to be tricked to find something else, this is the reason why you stopped and interacted with your subject and are now digging deeper in to the connection.
After all wasn't it the burgeoning intelligence that allowed us to survive the early years of human development by not spending to much time in one place or be eaten by predators that were armed with instinctual hunting techniques.
Think of the musical note and hold that note through your entire performance, your creating of an image, a note that focuses your attention your intuition to look and not roam around the subject but to be present with the subject. Narrowing your energy of creation into a fluid perspective of a musical note. I am not saying you won't exhaust your connection and have a need to readjust your perspective as you study and connect with the subject on a more personal level and approach the subject from many viewing choices but all these choices will narrow to an image that takes all the different perspectives into consideration and creates an inner landscape you envisioned was present.